My biggest regret is part 2 of the murder mystery seires

One last chapter before i go

Here is a poem I wrote

Dreams

Darkness monsters depression suicide

these words describe my dreams

I'm either dreaming about Darkness

monsters depression or someone I know  and love committing suicide

someone I know and love committing suicide is one of my biggest fears that haunt me in my dreams.

I had one of those dreams when I was just 13

and it still haunts me to this day

the screaming crying

the noise of the branch with the Noose cracking and falling down

with my father's lifeless and pale dead body attached to it

I remember in the dream

Going outside to check on my father

my mother came with me with a pan in her hand

I could tell she was cooking

when I looked outside the Glass I couldn't see anything

so I went outside

I remember the cloudiness and my vision blurring

I remember falling to my knees crying my eyes out.

I remember screaming my heart out
But my screams were silent.

I remember in my dream that I was so upset I screamed Dad please come back

as I was on my knees

begging God please

to please give me my father back

I remember waking up the next day screaming crying

I couldn't wait to get home that day. I had school

that day I had to put on one of the biggest fake smiles

Just so no one would bother me

I couldn't wait to get home that day I couldn't wait for my father to get home that day

I remember crying on the way home

I remember my mom asking what was wrong

I remember saying nothing I'm fine

but we all know that's a lie

A lie that has been told too many times

I remember her saying you're not fine what's wrong

I remember telling her what happened that night

and why she heard screaming and crying in my room

she said it was alright she said my father was okay

I could you not wait for my father to get home that day.

Have a great day halos!

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