Hey um... where should I start... Well, I am sorry for not posting thank you for the support. This is a note to my readers and followers. Um... My mental health is SHIT right now so if I don't post for a while know I am suffering from certain things causing me not to want to get up in the morning or not have enough motivation to write. Also, I'm sorry for the DEPRESSING SHIT I am very DEPRESSED and it is leaking into my writing. This has led me to think certain things like I'm useless and selfish, that no one loves me, that my friends are going to leave me because of how obnoxious I am, and my mom doesn't love me, that I am all alone, that I am so obnoxious. I am literally so fucking done with life. This is because of what I have to deal with at home and school. I literally cry myself to sleep every night.
I think about certain things that make me upset. I get called emo because of what I listen to and what I look like. People are saying that I am faking being depressed. And just so you know to those types of people YOU AREN'T HELPING. You saying this doesn't help. And to people like me who hate their bodies and their life. Don't give up I believe in you, I believe that you are better than this and that you can strive for success. I have to go now um hope you're well and healthy and if not hope things get better.
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Novela JuvenilPenelope is a young sarcastic enthusiastic wife. 5 years after her ex fiances suicide and her ex-boyfriend's death, She starts to fall into depression and starts to self-harm but she is caught red-handed (literally) Self-harming after promising to s...