This chapter includes sad stuff, talk about stress, talk about being overworked, feeling suicidal, etc.
If those things bother you, I recommend skipping this chapter.1138 words
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I woke up from a nightmare, crying.
I quickly got up and put my uniform on.I left the room, feeling emotionally beaten.
I had been very stressed recently, but didn't want to tell anyone, because then it would get worse with all their questions.
I had nightmares every night, and I never felt calm or safe...I arrived at the training area.
I trained my troops for a few hours.
"Fall out and go to lunch." I said to them, marking notes on my clipboard.I sat down on a bench, trying to calm myself down. This job was breaking me down slowly, I was extremely overworked and tired.
I walked to the mess hall and grabbed my lunch, walking back to the training area with it.I ate alone, I'd normally sit with the other generals, but recently I just wanted to be alone.
A robotic breathing neared me.
I sat in a formal position, since a higher rank entered the room."General L/n, are you alright?" Darth Vader asked.
"Yes, I am fine. But I have to get back to training my troops." I said, saluting Darth Vader and walking back to my troops.
Darth Vader watched me walk away.Once I finished my work for the day, I went back to my room.
I sat on my bed, crying.
I heard a knock on my door.
I didn't respond, I just cried into my hands.My door was opened by someone using the force.
My mind blocked out any and all noise that was near me. All I could think about was how much I wanted to die.My bed dipped as someone sat next to me.
I turned my head see who it was, my eyes widened when I saw Darth Vader.
I was about to move to a formal position since he was in the room, but he halted me by putting his hand on my shoulder."General L/n, are you alright..?" He asked, worry lacing his voice.
"Yes, I'm fine." I said, holding back a sob.
His hand moved to my head, I felt what I assumed was the force flowing through me.He was searching my mind for why I was stressed and upset.
I wanted to push his hand off my head, but he would probably be mad at me for doing that, so I didn't.His hand pulled away and a quiet gasp escaped his mouth.
His arms carefully wrapped around me, which shocked me.
Darth Vader was comforting me... I was a higher rank, but we rarely interacted.I barely knew anything about him, and here he was, comforting me.
He never did this to anyone, so I was mostly confused.
"Lord Vader, why are you doing this..?" I questioned, a sob almost escaping as I spoke."Don't worry about that, for now, just let it out." He said. I let out the sob I been holding back, he rubbed my back as I cried.
Normally, I always felt anxious in Darth Vaders presence, but I felt... calm... I felt calm for the first time in a while.Darth Vader gently moved me to lay down, my head was on his lap. He moved the blanket on top of me. His hand stroked my hair as I fell asleep.
I was dreaming of a peaceful life, a life without war, without conflict, just a peaceful life."Y/n!" A voice called out.
I went to find the voice, this was the start of all my nightmares. I always heard a voice call for me, I always followed it, and I always had nightmares.I followed the voice to a door.
I cautiously opened the door, feeling shocked when I saw my older sister, Padme.
She seemed calm and happyI felt confused, there was no nightmare.
It was a dream...
A good dream...I woke up in a room that wasn't my own.
I saw sith relics all around the room.
Wait... is this Darth Vaders room?! I asked myself.It definitely was.
I saw the dark lord himself, he was asleep standing up in some machine.
Why does he have a bed if he doesn't sleep in it?
I questioned.
I realized I didn't have any clothing to change into here.I just stayed in the bed until Darth Vader woke up.
"Thank you for yesterday." I said with a smile.
"Of course, general, I have also decided that you will have a break for three months on a planet of your choice." He said."That is very generous of you to offer, but I have to train my troops, and I don't have clothing that isn't uniform." I said.
"Both of those things can be fixed. Your troops will be trained under another general until you return, and I can buy you some clothing."
My eyes widened at the last part.
"Thank you for the offer, but I'm afraid I cannot let you buy my clothing." I said."Why is that?"
"I can afford it myself, you don't have to buy it."
"Well I'm going to be with you so-"
"You're going to be with me?! What if the rebels attack?! Or a Jedi arrives?!" I exclaimed."All of those things will be handled." He said.
"I can't say no, can I?" I chuckled.
"No you cannot, you get to choose the planet though." He said."How about my home planet-"
"Naboo?" He questioned.
"Yes, but why do you know my birth planet?" I asked.
He went silent."Naboo will work." He said, avoiding my gaze.
I chuckled and looked up at him.
"Quick question, what am I supposed to wear to go back to my room for clothing?"Darth Vader had no clothing due to his suit.
"That is a good question." He mumbled.
"I'll send a trooper to bring an outfit here." He said, struggling to get his cape on.
"You realize what the trooper is gonna think we did, right?" I questioned."What do you mean?"
"You're asking a trooper to bring clothing to a girl in your bed." I awkwardly said.
"Oh... right..." he mumbled, still struggling to get his cape on.I stood up and attached his cape to his suit.
He thanked me and held my hand.
"Are you alright with staying here until you get clothing?"
I nodded my head and gave him a hug."Have a good day." I said to him as he left the room, he thanked me and closed the door.
I sat on his bed and looked around."He better not forget about the clothing and get me stuck here." I mumbled to myself.
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