The Experiment

Chapter 14

Adam's POV

I open my eyes in my usual bed, only I'm naked... What the hell happened last night? A slight shift in the bed alerts me that I am not alone. I sigh and turn my head to see who I-OH MY GOD LUNAR!

My eyes widen and I nearly fall out of the bed. Shit shit shit, what have I done. I slip out of bed unnoticed and pull on some clothes. I need to clear my head, I'm going for a walk.

Lunar POV

"Adam? Adam, are you here?" I sit up in the bed. Everything from last night.. it was amazing. I turn to my cat form before wandering over to the bathroom. "Adam?" No he's not in there.

I check around the whole house but he is nowhere to be found. "Morning, Lunar!" Larry says cheerfully. "Larry! Have you seen Adam anywhere?" "He rushed out the door earlier this morning, muttering something about needing a long walk to clear his head." "Oh..."

Bono and Edge come back half an hour after I wake up but it isn't until 5 PM that Adam finally returns. I have been waiting on the window sill for him. When he walks in, I jump on his shoulder and lick his cheek. "Adam! I have been worried sick! Where have you been?!"

Adam's POV

I sigh and pick Lunar up off of my shoulder and place her on the ground, her fur is so soft. "Places. I have been places." She looks confused "Don't you think we need to talk?"

We can't take this any further. "What do you mean?" I say, pretending to be confused. "About last night..." "What about last night? I was pretty drunk." She gasps and goes into her human form "How can you say that? I know you know exactly what happened last night, why are you being like this?" "I don't know what you mean."

Her eyes grow narrow and she leans close to me "You motherfucking son of a bitch." She slaps me and then storms into the lounge.

I touch my face softly before running upstairs to my room, slamming the door and leaning against it, in tears. We can't go any further then this. I would just end up breaking her heart. She doesn't deserve this. I don't deserve someone like her.

She is unique. I love her but I can't be with her. I don't deserve to be loved, not by anyone. It's a wonder I am still in this band. It's a wonder I'm even still alive. "I'm sorry..." I whisper under my breath before lying down on the couch in tears.