I'm In Love With My Killer

He Returns

Michael went to bed upset last night because of a little altercation that we had.. The baby was brought up again in the middle of it and things happened.. So now, I'm not waking up in my man's arms and I didn't feel that morning kiss that says I Love You.. Instead, I felt a dent being removed from the other side of the bed, a cold patch beside me and I heard feet walk around the house as they got dressed.. Michael left after a long pause and I suppose he was looking at me when he paused.

Michael: I'm sorry..

He was about to say something else but the car horn to his job went off. Michael sighed and went outside.. A tear fell from my eye as my eyes opened to start a new day.. I just can't believe he left me.. I felt a pain in my heart and a jolt in my body.. I sighed.. I know, I know.. Get up and walk.. I guess the baby's hungry.. I went down the stairs and into the kitchen to begin cooking breakfast when the phone rang.

Suesie: I just got in here!

I whined but I answered it anyway.

Suesie: Hello?

?: Suesie, you will listen to me when I tell you this.. Okay?

No.. fucking.. way..

Suesie: Who the fuck are you?

Chris: Christopher.. I called to apologize and I know that you hate me.. Along with Michael.. I bet he wants to kill me.

Him and me both..

Suesie: How did you get my number?

Chris: The phone book. You know, I had to look through the Braxron's and the Jackson's just to find you?

Suesie: I thought you were in jail..

Chris: I still am, I get out in a few years.

Suesie: I still don't understand.. Explain yourself to me.

Chris: I had a dream about everything I've done to you and I have been tormented by the things I've done to you.. I can't believe I almost killed you.. I'm sorry I ruined your chances of having a child and I'm sorry for making you feel like you can't trust anyone in the world.. I'm sorry that you don't feel beautiful because I know you are and I'm sorry that my love for you has went out of line.. Very out of line..

Police: Alright man, your time is up. Get back in your cell.

I couldn't speak..

Chris: Can I call you tomorrow?

Suesie: Michael will kill you if you do.. I'm sick of death and I don't want to live with a killer too!

I hung up and started crying as I was shaking.. I can't believe he called me.. I immediately ran as fast I could up the stairs and into a dark room that only I could fit in. I was scarred for my life.. My enemy had just called me from a prison cell.. A FUCKING PRISON! I tried to stop crying and I tried not to fall asleep either. I tried to stay quiet and I tried to be still.. Where was Michael when I needed him? I heard the door to the front of the house open and feet fly up the stairs. I wanted to scream but I didn't.. The bedroom door opened and my eyes started to blur..

Rebbie: Suzanne? Where are you?

I felt the heat all over my body as my head began to hurt horribly. I wanted to scream out but I felt as if my life depended on my mouth.. To keep it shut or I'd die.. Rebbie looked all around the house for me but didn't find me.. She began to frantically scream for me and run around the house in places that she hadn't checked before. She called Michael in tears and the worst happened..

Rebbie: Michael! Suzanne's gone missing!.. Yes.. I looked everywhere!.. No.. Where's that?.. Oh.. Oh my gosh.. Michael, please come back.. I'm scared that something might happen to her.. LaToya? Why?.. Well, I guess that makes sense.. You better be here by eight or come on your lunch break.. If you're not here, I will personally kill you.. This is no joke Mike. Be here.. Love you too.. Goodbye.. Suzanne! I know you're here..