Back To You ...

Chapter 85 ✨

Tahany ~

I'm pretty sure I ruined everyone's mood about the baby . Including Ibrahim's because there was no way he was going to be welcoming a child into this life that was not mine . 

I was so freaking sad . I literally felt my heart breaking to pieces. I was just ready to go home and be alone but everyone insisted that it wasn't safe for me to go home alone so Ibrahim was going to drive me . I was so upset that Housain had to see me like this . He also started crying when he realized I was crying . Everyone also agreed that it was best for Housain to stay with me .

Ibrahim put Housain in his seat and then drove my car to my apartment . I was still crying the whole way there . When we finally got to the apartment he put Housain to sleep as I prayed Isha and took a shower. Everytime I would stop thinking about it , I would start thinking about it and start crying again . He made me a cup of tea and came to sit next to me .

" Tahany , stop crying okay . I'm going to stay here with you tonight ." He said .

" No , go back home . You should be with your wife and unborn child ." I told him .

" You are not okay right now and I'm scared  to leave you here alone ." I said .

" I'm fine , I'm just a bit shocked . You can leave or I'll just keep thinking about it." I told him as I walked him to the door .

" I love you Tahany . Are you sure you don't want me to stay ." He asked .

" No , goodbye ." I said locking the door as he left .

I cried and cried and cried and then I decided to pray Nafil and cry even more . I ended up falling asleep on the prayer mat .

Fatima ~

A couple of hours earlier

Alhamdullilah x3 . I'm going to be someone's mother. I am so so happy . I kept throwing up and feeling sick these past few weeks and the time that I've been in Philly . I've told my mom about it and she said I might be pregnant . So I went to the the hospital to check and  Alhamdullilah I'm pregnant.

Today I was going to gather my family and Ibrahim's family to tell them the news . Ibrahim didn't know yet and I couldn't wait to see his reaction . I also wanted Tahany to know so I invited her as well.

A couple of hours later 

Everyone was at my house and I just revealed that I'm pregnant . Ibrahim gave me a big hug while everyone else was excited . Then all of a sudden I heard a whole lot a crying. I knew it was Tahany . Honestly I felt a little bad but immediately Ibrahim went to her and was comforting her . He should of been celebrating with me but instead he was attending to her .

Shortly after he brought them home I started getting emotional and crying because this is not how I imagined this moment to be .

My mother in law and my mother were comforting me in our room because I just could not believe this was happening to me right now . My husband was suppose to be here and we were suppose to be enjoying this moment together but instead he was running after someone else .

" it's okay , don't cry . We don't want stress on the baby.  it's not good ." My mother in law said.

" He's going to come back , okay don't cry . Have patience my dear ." My mother told me .

After everyone left I was still here all by myself and he still was not back . I did so many things to pass time but he still wasn't back .

At 1 am he finally returned . 

Ibrahim ~

I honestly felt bad about the situation that was going on but I also felt happy because I was going to have a baby , even though the baby was unplanned .

I really didn't realize how bad my actions were and I realized I hurt Tahany to the core. Hopefully she'll forgive me . I was going to stay with her to make sure she was okay but she didn't want me there so I decided to go back home and saw that Fatima was still up .

" Salam wailakum ." I said to her.

" Wailakum Salam , where were you ?! Why are you coming back at this time ?" Fatima asked me .

" You know where I'm coming from stop ." I was already stressed and I didn't have time to deal with more drama .

" You were suppose to be here with me , celebrating our baby and your over there chasing her to make sure she's okay . You don't even know if I'm okay !" She said crying .

I gave her a hug and comforted her until she fell asleep . Honestly my life was a huge mess right now . I decided to text Layla and tell her to check on Tahany tommorow morning . I was going to come check on her as well because that's my wife at the end of the day whether she likes it or not .

Awwwe 🥺🥺

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