"You ever slept with any of your other students?" He furrows his eyebrows at my question
"Just you Kamya."
"What made me different?" I looked him in the face and he smile at me
"You. I can't explain it. I was wrong and I shouldn't have messed with you...but I-I just couldn't help myself. Seeing your determination. You came to me the first day and introduced yourself. You had such elegance and confidence at a young age. It caught my eye, everyone's eye." He says, looking back at me
"You my dog, B." I say and he chuckles lightly
"You ever wonder what our baby would've looked like?" He asks me. I sigh heavily.
"I don't think about it."
"Why?"
"Because of how shit happened Byron. Please just drop it."
"You know, you got rid of ours and Terri also miscarried. I was looking forward to my two blessings." He says. That gives me and instant attitude.
"I don't want to talk about this Byron James Wright! Please let it go."
"Ok ok. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all of this, Mya. I really am."
"It's cool. I'm gonna head out." I say, getting up from my position on his chest and grabbing my keys.
"Let me walk you out baby." He follows me out the room and to the front door. I turn towards him and look up. He smiles down at me and hugs me with his strong arms.
"see you later B."
"See you Mya. Love you." He says softly
"I love you too" I say. He opens the door and I head to my car
• • • •
I lay in my bed, thinking of my parents, in particularly Mommy. My world, my heart, my peace, my everything is not here. I act just like daddy, but I'm a mommy's girl. I don't know what to do without her.
BZZZ BZZZ BZZZ
My phone vibrates on my nightstand and of course it's Mimi, texting me about her girls night that'll be starting in an hour. I begin to wipe down my home, freshening up things before her and them musty friends come. I started in the living room, the kitchen and worked my way to the guest room and bathroom. Put my Fabuloso on the stove and let it boil, making it smell fresh and clean. My Pink Sands candle from yankee candle burned slowly, boosting the smell. Once completed, I got in the shower. Allowing the water to run all over my body. People has told me how much weight I've lost, but I haven't noticed it until now. I'm really skinny. It's weird. After completing my hygiene, I get dressed in my pink shorts onesie and unwrap my hair. I apply my car max and turn on some music to set the vibes. I couldn't help but think about Janet. She's so perfect. I've never been with a woman, but she makes me question my sexuality. The moment we shared last night was mutual I just hope she doesn't regret it because I sure don't.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
"COMING!" I announce and rush to the door, and behind it revealed Her.
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