Again, last night we spoke. I told about what was happening. You told me to stay, that you cared about me. I told you I would try my best then you said something I wasn't expecting, you said you wanted me to be happy, to be happy for you and that you loved me...you love me? Im not sure why but my stomach felt sick, maybe it was because i missed you so much then when you tell me you love me your heart was with another person. I was happy but torn at the same time. Your the only person that can make me feel like this. but despite the feeling, i told you I loved you, that I never stopped. There was a silence for a while then you replied with the words 'I'm sorry' Don't be sorry, im sorry. Sorry for whatever I did to push you away. Im not the type of person people fall in love with. I guess ill just go to sleep, another night another dream wasted on you.
