I think its time to start over new, start fresh. I know i cant erase the past but I can try to make things better for me. Im not the same person I was a week ago. Im constantly changing, im not sure if thats a good thing but I do know that the only thing that is more terrifying then change is never growing. Never learning from mistakes. Everything that has happened up to this point has made me who I am. I know im still not exactly who im going to be right now but im not the person i used to be and thats a step in the right direction. Ill be okay, ive hit my lowest of lows now the only way to go from here is up..