make a wish...
I wish..
I didn't miss you like I do. When you left your emptiness stayed. Its been filling my lungs ever since. It makes everything feel so heavy and bruises mark the spots where you used to touch so softly. Skin so cold its become numb to the touch. You've moved onto a girl with light in her eyes and stars under her skin please dont take that away from her. Don't leave her cold and alone, don't break her.
I wish..
I could brush off all this sadness, and see the world like I used too. A place to explore and adventure. To be able to see the beauty in the storm. I want to get away from all this negativity that is holding me back and down. A place that makes dreams come true and goals able to be achieved. I want to feel unstoppable again.
I wish..
That I could be a better me. Not only physically but mentally too. I want to wake up with a smile on my face like I used to. To be able to be confident in my own skin. To hold my head high even after ive fallen down. Its okay to be sad at times just as long as you get up after. I need to stand up. Ive been drowning in the water when all I need to do is stand up. The waves will drag me under but high tide doesn't last forever.
If your reading this right now, and you feel low, please please hold your head up. Because in the end the only person you really need is yourself. You are important, take care of yourself. Nothing lasts forever darling <3
