Love me 'Til it Hurts

Chapter 56 - Overwhelming Connection.

Juliette Ackles...

There was a very distinct difference between a finger and a cock. I never really thought about that before. I mean, I am not a stupid woman - realistically, I knew that there was going to be some sort of pain at the point of penetration. I had been expecting it. I thought I was prepared for it, but the sharp sting was like a valve of pressure being popped inside my ass and even had I had been prepared for it; I couldn't have stopped the way my body reacted to it.

Callum was right there though, whispering soft, sweet words of encouragement. Telling me how proud he was of me, how good I was making him feel, how much he loved me, how happy he was with me. All while his hands ran up my rib cage until his hands were wrapping around my pert breasts - kneading in the way I liked, keeping me as turned on as possible, trying to calm me down.

Jeremy then slowly lowered his head back to my clit - the smooth swipe of his tongue against the sensitive nub of nerves had my back bow and my ass relax enough that Cal managed to slide all the way home until he was completely sheathed inside my ass. The instant feeling of being full invaded my thoughts.

I have never felt this type of stuffed sensation before. I could feel the way his cock was throbbing inside me but, give Cal his due; his hips remained as immobile as possible. "You ready, Remy?" He asked Jeremy who pulled back from my clit and nodded.

Jeremy slid his eyes to mine for the briefest of moments as he lined himself up with my pussy and slowly, painfully slowly inched his way inside.

If I had thought that I was full before, that was absolutely nothing compared to the way it felt to have Cal in my ass and Jeremy in my pussy at the same time. My body suddenly felt like it was on fire as I truly became sandwiched between my two men. Cal and I knew that this position was one where Jeremy controlled all three of us - it was his movements that would make this either mind-numbingly pleasurable or mind-altering painful.

"Shit, fuuuuuuuck!" Cal grunted from the spot by my ear.

"What is it?" I asked.

"I just - I didn't expect to be able to feel his cock against mine!" Cal moaned out as Jeremy slid backwards before thrusting forward again.

I could feel what Cal was talking about - there was a thin membrane of flesh that separated my pussy from my ass and both men were big enough that they were rubbing against that thin veil in a way that felt fucking amazing for me.

Sex with my men had always been somewhat rewarding - in the sense that it drove our connection to each other deeper and deeper, but this was different, this was overwhelming on a personal level that I hadn't expected. I don't even know that I can even put what I was feeling into words. All I knew was that this felt like so much more than fucking. Hell, it was more than love-making - it was more carnal in nature, more sinful and that only served to turn me on even more.

My body was being manipulated by these two men and I never wanted it to end. I was living for this. I was happy to be pressed in-between them both. It was my happy place.

Jeremy was watching my face closely and I knew that if I even gave a slight hint that this wasn't something that I wanted he would put a stop to it. That was Jeremy in a nutshell - he never wanted to do anything that I wasn't either interested in or if it hurt me. I loved him for that. I loved that he cared that much about me. That isn't to say that Callum doesn't care just as much or loved me any less - Cal was just more open to pushing the boundaries - coaxing me to stick with something to the point where it truly did leave me numb with pleasure riding my veins like a dose of heroin riding a junkie's veins.

My heart felt so completely full and as if it were burning up, sending liquid heat through my veins, my heart the cauldron and my blood the vapours coming from deep inside. I ached for them. Burned for them in ways that I knew weren't healthy, yet my need was all I could think about. I was powerless with these men. Pliant and content.