Love me 'Til it Hurts

Chapter 62 - Kink & Roleplay!

Juliette Ackles...

The waves of tension washing off Cal were almost like a pulsing light around him, like some sort of fucked up aura, or halo. I could see the overwhelming sense of control that he felt like he was losing. It wasn't something that he was used to - my man was all about control, for as carefree and happy he always was, the laid-back attitude that he had was in direct contrast to the fact that he was a bit of a control-freak. Especially in the bedroom - he was dominant and so generous with his pleasure, but he was definitely one of those men who got off on being in control. For me it was one of the sexiest things about him.

There was no feeling better than handing over the reins to him. Letting him control my body and my pleasure - a sense of freedom that I never could have imagined before him.

I had seen the dangerous flicker in his eyes when he caught sight of Angela sneaking around our home. I dread to think what would have happened had he caught her physically tonight. We were all on edge, but Cal was the one who felt an overwhelming burden of blame at bringing that psycho into our orbit. It didn't matter how many times I told him that we didn't blame him because he blamed himself and I knew better than anyone just how that frame of mind can warp your thoughts. All we could do was keep reassuring him and being here by his side because giving him up was not an option. I would fight to the death to keep him at my side.

Let Angela come. Let her do her worst but she would never succeed in ripping us apart. We were stronger together, all three of us knew that now.

"Let's get you out of these clothes, my Queen!" There was a rough edge to his voice, one that some might have found scary and caused a pause of concern, but this was Cal, and it was me, I have never felt anything but complete trust in my man and that is not changing now, "sit up for me, sweetheart!"

I nodded and did as he asked, my eyes locked on his unique turquoise-coloured eyes, the need and hunger burned brightly, it was at odds with the tension that was riding the remainder of his body but I knew that if he wasn't feeling this he would simply hand me over to Jeremy and allow us to have the fun needed by all three of us.

My body came alive with need and a throbbing desire from the firm stroke of his fingers as he began to undo the corset style top of the dress, a desperate hum sang through my veins like lightning sizzling along a power cable - the devastation was as blinding as that ravaged power cable. I felt like I was being torn open and every intimate nerve ending exposed to the elements. Then as Cal began to push the corset top down my body, his lips ghosted across my shoulder blades eliciting a shiver of undiluted lust to rush to the surface, a long moan, or let me be honest, a fucking purr flew from my lips in a long embarrassing sound that had my man chuckling softly behind me, "lift that fuckable ass for me, beautiful!" He ordered and it was as if my self-control had been grabbed and smothered while I did as he demanded, "fuck I love that you obey me without question,"

"I love when you order me around!"

"Oh, you do, do you?"

"Mmhmmmm-!" I instantly grumbled when he pulled away from my back and moved to the front of my body where he continued to pull the little dress from my body, his eyes locked on mine with hunger dancing within that unique colour like a sinful dance threatening to devour everything in its path.

Once the dress was on the floor, he took his time to bathe in my naked body, his eyes leaving me cold as he slid them down over my panting, half-naked frame, the desire evident in the way his cock was punching against the leather constraints that were hiding him from view, "mmmmmm so beautiful, I don't know where to start-" his eyes slid to the ties that Jeremy had grabbed for him, "mmmmm not enough," he pondered and moved back to the drawer where he kept all of his ties and then over to my drawer where I had bandana's folded neatly, "ahhhh perfect!" And then he was striding back to the bed, "do you trust me, my Queen?"