i'm not going to fight these little things anymore.
i'm starting to understand the answer will always be no.
i'm not sure why
but i'm not owed an explanation to anything.
you are your own person
and you're going to do things i don't agree with and i'm going to beg for things to be different, knowing the answer will still be no in the end.
i just hope in the end,
we can still make this work out and stay friends
but lately i've been feeling hurt and pushed around and now it's my turn to push you away.
i'm not going to fight for your validation anymore.
i'm not going to beg for a yes,
i'm trying to stop crying over what used to be
because i know
it will never come back.
crying won't make you come back.
begging on my knees
all the sad music in the world,
no matter how relatable the lyrics are, they will not make you change your mind.
none of the words i speak or write can make you fully understand where my head is right now.
how scrambled my mind is
how my heart has shattered so many times it's only dust left.
but day by day i'll try to be more and more okay and alright with the words no
and stop waiting for the "i'm sorry" part to follow after.
YOU ARE READING
looking through his glasses.
Poetrylove is a roller coaster of emotions. stay for the ride. sometimes it's worth it.
