looking through his glasses.

part 13/from across the room

can you feel my jealousy across the room?
you say it's nothing between you and her
but we started out as nothing
between you and i
but all it took was one time.
one time coming over
spending the night
what did you think was going to happen?
can you feel the anger and rage inside me from over there?
i see the way you look at her.
the way you talk to her drives me fucking insane.
it used to be me and you that way.
never fucking again i say.
never ever again is what you say.
but i can't see you be with someone else.
does it drive you nuts seeing me with someone else?
it drives me absolutely crazy seeing you talk and flirt with someone else.
you don't flirt with someone you're just friends with and have no feelings for.
so don't tell me the bullshit lies of
we're just friends and it means nothing.
you're full of fucking shit.
don't tell me that.
i know what you're doing.
i see the way everything is playing out.
can you feel my heart breaking while you're trying to mend yours back together
i hope it never fucking heals so you never move onto someone new.