i've taken a hiatus from writing about you.
not because i no longer care about you.
but thinking about you no longer helped me.
it was only hurting me to write about you.
the less and less time i spent thinking about you and writing about you,
the more and more i forgot about you.
about how things used to be, and to stop trying to have those things back.
this could possibly be the end of everything
but i know i'm lying when i write that.
today i gave you a christmas present and i said to you it's only so you can get away from the bad thoughts you're having even if it's just for a second.
but really it's because i still care about you and want you so badly in my life as a friend still.
YOU ARE READING
looking through his glasses.
Поэзияlove is a roller coaster of emotions. stay for the ride. sometimes it's worth it.
