Onism

Chapter 8: An Extra Limb.

Vanya paced in his room. Adrenaline and blood lust curdled through out his body. The lilac on his flesh churning and turning different shades every second.

He felt so, anxious. Felt so agitated to the point tears forced their way out from under his closed lids. He wanted to tear something up. To pace around the inside and outside of his cabin, to check on his family and make sure they were well. His teeth sunk into his lips as the pressure pressed against the walls of his home, the flames leaking out and spreading across the snow covered outsides.

Vanya could feel everything, the beating hearts of his family within the house. An invading mouse in the walls and the snowflakes falling down to earth, he could feel down to every point and detail on those snowflakes.

It was overwhelming, his beating heart loud in his ears. It hurt, he wanted it all to just stop.

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STOP!!! GOD PLEASE!!! MAKE IT STOP!!!

I didn't know how it got to this point.
My thoughts had wondered while I'd talked to myself, then the spiral had begun. The pulsing of thoughts leaking into the metaphysical Limb that flowed around me. The flames had taken it as a threat, but there was no outside threat. The only threat was my own mind. The flames screeched and wailed, 'MINE!'.

The flames sharpened my everything. I was once again hyper aware. The awareness was spreading to things I couldn't even see in front of me. My metaphysical limb began to claw its way up trees and I let out a quiet sob. Fuck. Please someone, help.

It feels so claustrophobic.
I let out a loud breath. I moved my hands from my arms and dragged my nails down the flesh on my face. My flames jumped towards my face. The lilac flush on my face moving from the corners they sat on and Sealing the sliced flesh. The skin hanging under my bloody nails glowed a flashy purple before shrivling up.

Purple flames began to stain his surroundings, a sheen of lilac reflecting off all surfaces under his flame's duress.

Oh gods. Fuck. Shit. UHHHGGGGG AHHGGHHH!!

my finger nail ripped at my body. My shirtless abs having nails dragged through the muscles. All of the pain felt was weak. My flames jumping to the cuts and Sealing them. Only pale flesh lingered. It didn't even leave behind scars!

A loud whosh interrupted my panic attack. I don't think it would of been loud at all if I didn't have these flames.

A black portal of 'Nowhere' ripped open the space a few feet away from me.

Oh gosh please don't take me back there please!

My thoughts felt tangled and heavy in my mind while my cloud flames poised at the presumed threat.

"Be not afraid."

A scratchy and dehydrated voice rang throughout my room. I'm sure it was barely above a whisper but every thing felt so loud.

A gloved hand reached through the portal and then came the bandaged mummy.

'Oh fuck the Vindice!'

I fucking summoned the Vindice, WHAT DO I DO!

I DON'T WANNA BE TRAPPED IN A CELL!!!!

My histarical thoughts summoned the roar of flames through my body. Cloud flames dying my flesh a further purple color. My hair and eyes looked like they were glowing in the light of my candle lit room.
A noise a human should not make rolled out the back of my throat.
My cloud flames hissed, swelling further and making my mind feel drugged. Everything is so detailed, MAAAAKEEE ITTTT SSSTTTOOOOOPPP----!

Black chains shot forth from the portal, tightly coiling around my being.
The noise cut off.

A loud sob broke from my throat at the relief. The chains quietly setting me down on the rug beside my bed.
All the cloud flames that had rumbled over my surroundings were sucked back into my body. The chains did not let go.

The being stepped into my eyesight. The tears that dripped down the sides of my face no longer felt itchy against my skin.

A mummy steeped into my view. The flames of 'Nowhere' leaking off his person. It was like I was back in the void, everything quiet, but rather than being alone. The abyss looked back, and it smiled at me.

A small hiccup made its way past my lips.
My visage of a innocent terrified ten year old quickly taking place.(Do not lie. You are really just scared.)

"See? We calm now kiddo"

A red haired mummy spoke in a bedraggled voice.

The chains loosened and slid down to only hold onto my ankle. Before dragging me into hell with the bandaged man.
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When Bermuda Von Vechenstein felt the overwhelming cloud flames begin to wreath and stain the wilderness of the Russian North he had been very confused. Then intrigued when the flame output began to swell and surpass what had been the previous cloud acrobaleno's amount. So of course he decided to send in one of his men, Jack.
They were known for catching clouds in the midst of rages and putting them in timeouts anyway.

So he sent out one of his men

And what he came back with was a fucking diamond.

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After the mummy had calmed me down with the weird and familiar feel of Nowhere. He had dragged me into his portal.

I had not been expecting the quick motion and had quickly stabbed my nails into my rug only to have it dragged into hell with me.

Passing through the portal felt just like Nowhere, suspended in motionless silence, my gut floating in the back of my throat. However this time it felt safe, the noise in the back of my head shutting up. My cloud flames singing happy whistles in the back of my head like a blue Jay.

I was dropped onto concrete floor. The rug in my hand smacking onto my knuckles before rolling onto the concrete. I felt like a cornered prey. Like an animal knowing it was on its last leg. I let the fucking Vindice drag me into their compound.
I really wanted my mom and dad right now cause I'm about to start crying again.

The red head stepped out of the portal behind me. His chain still locked around my right ankle.
"You are very purpel'."

He gave a 'fancy' accent to the word purple. His Russian accent was really shitty.

I remained silent looking up at him from where I lay small on the ground.
What was his next move?
Would I see my family again?