Onism

Chapter 14: You've Lots To Learn

I hummed as I skipped after Sonechka through the snow. Occasionally kicking at the white blanket to create a small cloud of it at my feet.

Sonechka had wanted to go snowboarding. The idea had been appealing so we'd grabbed the wooden boards our father had carved for us and ran for the higher grounds.

The higher grounds as we called it is a little higher up the mountain. Maybe a ten to fifteen minute hike up to it. At the side of the mountain lay an area with piles upon piles of snow that created a pillow effect.

It is very safe seeing as the pillow of snow is in a ditch which cuts off any possible way of being thrown off the mountain side.

Anyhow were probably about five minutes away from it right now so let me get back to my inner thoughts.

This is an anime. The world I live in is the universe of Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Katekyo Hitman Reborn is an anime that stars a plain civilian boy being thrusted into the flame magic mafia. It's got a few rough patches in it, like murkuro, the varia, Acrobaleno trials, and Byakuran.

I had wanted to watch the arc between the Simon and vongola. It hadn't been animated and the Manga had not been made anymore in English sets. I had tried collecting all the Manga books in English but I only ever managed to collect up to the varia arc before I gave up.

I remember moving through fanfictions and websites to try and read my way through the curse breaking of the Acrobaleno too.

I also remember an appearance from Vongola Primo's dead mist guardian. Apparently the bastard had been a ghost and was sabotaging a bunch of shit, he also apparently possessed one of the Simon's? Don't know which so I'll just wish myself luck.

I never did manage to finish the series and that made me nervous.

I don't remember everything from the anime seeing as it's a fleeting memory but I have managed to remember big events.

However I'm not quite sure this will all effect me seeing as I don't appear in the anime.(what's to happen when the anime finishes, do we disappear? God have mercy I'm only human-I'm sorry.)

I could be possibly just be a background character who'll die before the Acrobaleno even get cursed or I'll just stay out of their way.

Staying out of their way also brings up major things to. Do I wanna get involved with the main cast? No. No I do not want to. However I may just have to in order to prevent Byakuran's rein of evil. I don't know if I'm in the universe previewed in the anime or one of the ones Byakuran effectively destroys.
I ain't dying to that god wanna be anyway. (If I'm still alive by then)

Its inevitable I'll get dragged into the mafia anyway seeing as I'm a cloud and my flames leak over everything I love!

When I say love I mean love.
Not my love for food or how pretty a view is but my love for people.
The idea that home is where the heart is very strong with me. I could care less about what happened to the cabin we live in as long as my family are safe.

In my past life I'd always shown disinterest for items.

My baby books my mother had left on my shelf? I had given those away without a care in the world.

The shoes my grandmother had bought me when I told her I wouldn't wear them? I had sold those away to.

The diamond earrings my grandmother had bought me? I sold them for money without a second thought too.

Why do people like fancy jewels? I mean a diamond looks like glass most of the time.

Alot of people I knew had called me selfish. They had told me that I was disgusting for tossing out things I'd had since I was a baby. That the items I had tossed supposedly held great sentimental value. They called me spoiled. I told them to stop buying me shit in return.