Love, Eternal

Sadness

"Hey angel, how are you feeling?" Freya's comforting voice came through the phone to Nola

"Not great, but it is what it is"

"It's not sweetie, you got this okay? I just wish I could give you a big hug right now"

"I know, I love you Freya"

"I love you to Nola" Freya spoke, before sighing a little "How is Charles and Pierre?"

"Also not great, but they seem to be doing better than me"

"They've been back there since, you haven't. You also feel things a lot more deeply than some people"

"I know, I haven't been left alone for one minute. If it's not Charles or Pierre, it's Pyry, or Charlotte, or Lando, they won't let me breathe"

"Tell them?"

"I don't want to breathe in a weird way though. I feel suffocated but if they took away that blanket I might break" Nola's voice broke as she started to cry

"Oh angel"

"I feel so guilty Freya, they knew him longer, that's their friend. Why do I feel so crap"

"Because it's you sweetie, don't feel guilty" Freya hated her friend be upset, she wanted nothing more than be able to comfort her as she sobbed

"And it's probably making Pierre feel horrible because I love Pierre to absolutely pieces, I'm so in love with him Freya"

"I know you are"

"But I'm afraid he'll see this as a bad thing? Like I don't love him?"

"He won't, I promise he won't" Freya tried comforting her friend

Pierre stood outside the door, listening to the conversation Nola was having on the phone, he felt like he was intruding but he couldn't not listen. She was sitting in his room on her own, something he didn't want to happen. He knocked on the door and went in, listening to enough. Nola finished her call and then dropped her phone on the sofa, tears falling from her eyes, Pierre went straight over to her and pulled her into a hug.

"You don't need to feel bad, you don't need apologise, you don't need to worry. Maybe we should get you back, being at the track this weekend might not be the best idea" Pierre whispered

"No"

"Nols it's only Friday, we're in and out of the cars and doing stuff. Charlotte will go with you" he said. Nola felt like she had no choice, it wasn't good for Pierre to see her like this. So that's what she did, Charlotte left the track with Nola and got her back to the hotel, where they then laid in bed and watched movies and ate snacks together.

Charlotte got a phone call from Charles when they were on their way home, Nola had fallen asleep in bed but she woke up when Charlottes phone went off. The boys came bowling through the door and jumped on the bed, it made Nola giggle when Pierre's head landed in her lap, his beaming smile looking at her.

"Hello" she smiled. Pierre laughed and reached up and kissed her.

"How was today?" Charlotte asked them

"Not bad, tracks is a bit wet, but it's Spa" Charles shrugged "Nols?" Nola looked over at Charles

"Yeah?"

"I'm not going to ask if you're okay, but you'll tell us?"

"I will, I feel better. I was just all over the place I-"

"It's the first time you've been back, don't kick yourself for it okay?" Charles said, Nola nodded

"And don't feel guilty, you'll always love him and have something for him. I don't think it's a bad thing" Pierre said looking up at Nola