Nedra
"Twan, what is it that you want to do?" I took a seat and placed Ty in my lap. He looked back and forth between us while Twan rubbed his hand across his waves.
"Ned, I want to make this work. We have come too far to give up now. I love you and no matter how much I try to stop, I just can't stop loving you. The love I have for runs deeper than any valley or river. It continues to flow until the point I'm about to drown."
I looked at him in shock and surprise because I couldn't believe what he was saying. I just knew that he was going to hit me with a separation or divorce. This made me feel so stupid for allowing temptation to get the best of me. He loves more than anybody ever could. He loves me in a way that I have never been loved.
"Twan I'm so sorry for jeopardizing what we have. I do love you. I love you so much and at this point I honestly don't deserve the way that you love me. I was all kinds of fools for hurting you the way that I did."
"Baby just promise me right here and right now that you will stay away from her. You belong to me. Your heart and your body belongs to you. Nobody can love you the way that I can and will."
Tears were streaming down my face and Ty looked up at me wondering what was going on. I smiled at him and kissed his chubby cheeks. Twan slid close to me and wrapped his arms around me.
"Twan whatever you want me to do, God knows I will do it. I just can't lose you and I refuse to. If you want me to change my number then I will. I don't love her nor have any type of feelings for her. I just got caught up."
"I know, but its going to take some time for us to get all the way back on track because that was a hard blow to my heart and ego." He caressed my cheek and kissed Ty.
"It doesn't matter how long it takes because as long as I got you I'm okay. I love you so much Twan."
"And I love you too. Now let's have some much needed family time."
"Whatever you want."
Valarie
I sat outside of Nedra's house in a dark tinted car. I had been calling and texting her, but she had me blocked. That angered more than I cared to admit. I was just about to pull off when I saw Twan then Nedra walking out with their son. I gripped the steering wheel with narrowed eyes.
I couldn't believe that they were together. I thought for sure that things would have ended by now, but I was so wrong. As I looked at how happy they seemed it made me want to puke. I wanted the same happiness, but I wanted it with her. Twan didn't deserve someone as special as her. I did and I was going to do whatever I had to do to make sure I got her.
That four letter word was a powerful thing and I was so in love with Nedra and I know deep down inside she feels a magnetic pull, but Twan has her all wrapped up. I sat there a little while longer and then pulled off. I was gon' make sure Nedra was mine and that was all it was to it.
Camille
I sat outside of Jacoby's house and right now I needed somebody because nothing was going the way that I wanted it to go. PI granny was all in my shit and I knew that I had to figure out my next move if it was the last thing that I did.
I stepped outside of the car and walked up Jacoby's driveway. I stood on his doorstep and rung the bell. He came to the door after about three rings. My eyes glazed over when I saw that he had on some sweats that rode low on his waist and no shirt. He was beyond sexy and I wanted him back in my life.
"Camille what the fuck do you want?"
"Look I know that I am the last person that you wanna see, but I need you Coby." I reached out and touched the tat on his chest."
He smirked and folded his muscular arms across his chest." What nigga dissed your ass this time?"
"Nobody fucking dissed me. I just miss you and I want us to try again."
"Camille that shipped been sailed and if you were the last female standing I wouldn't fuck with you no more. You ain't about shit. I wish I had never ever messed with you back then and then turned around and married you. I learned my damn lesson and I don't need to be schooled no more."
I glared at him with so much hate and I wanted to slap that cocky smirk off his face. I didn't know who he was to think that he could treat me the way that he was. Desire got his mind all twisted up and I was about to twist some shit up.
"You know what Jacoby, you ain't worth my time. I don't even know why I came here."
"Yeah I was wondering the same thing, so you can take your ass back where the hell you came from." He slammed the door in my face and I stood there not believing he was having a temper tantrum. All of a sudden a idea popped up in my head and I knew that I was gon' have to work hard to pull this shit off.
I walked to my car smiling deviously because I knew what I was planning was gon' be real interesting.
Desire
I spent more time with my family and I decided that I was tired. I missed my babies and I was going to pick them up after I left the hospital. I looked up and August was standing off to the side staring at me. He hadn't taken his eyes off me since we been here.
He had been really attentive and just like a different person, but I was scared because I knew this might not last that long. Then there was the fact that we needed to work through his emotional and mental demons. I slid my phone in the back pocket of my jeans and walked towards him.
I looked up at him and didn't say anything. I just stared at him just as he stared back at me. "What's on your mind August?"
"A lot of things, but the man thing that's on my mind is how much a nigga loves you. I know you tired of hearing that and I show you differently, but on everything I love you."
I looked down and he lifted my chin. I searched his eyes and I could see the love there, but I was just afraid of being disappointed yet again.
"Aug-"
"Desire I know I have my work cut out for me, but I'm willing to do whatever a nigga gotta do to make things right. I don't like when we are like this. The other half of my heart is missing without you and without the other half it doesn't beat right."
I didn't say anything. I was at a place where being hurt so much makes you fear being hurt always. This time its going to take more than a few I love you's and I'm sorry's because this shit was beyond crazy.
"I know you think I'm bullshitting, but I am so serious about this. I can honestly admit that the reason I left at the time seemed logical, but now I realize the damage it done to us. I was wrong on so many levels and baybeh you didn't deserve to be treated that way."
My emotions started to take a toll on me and I decided that I needed to get the hell out of there. Just as I was stepping away August grabbed my wrist and pulled me flush against his body. I gasped and looked up at him in shock.
"Desire don't walk away from me. I need you more now than ever. I love you. I can't survive without you. I can't think without you by my side."
"Aug-mmmm." I fought against him but he only held me tighter. He gently bit down on my lip causing him to get the access that he wanted.
I tried my hardest to resist, but he dominate my mind and invading my soul with this soul shattering kiss. A kiss that said, I'm sorry, please, I need you, and I'm so in love with you. I felt tears slide down my cheeks because no matter how bad I wanted to hate him, I couldn't because of love, love that had for him and only him.
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