joseph quinn imagines!

fighting with you sucks

" oh, for fucks sake! " you yelled at your boyfriend who was absolutely fuming.

" is that all you can say? " he replied running his hands through his hair in frustration.

" what? you are seriously not expecting me to apologize? " you scoffed.

" that's exactly what i want from you, yes. "

" you have to be shitting me. you were the one who made this a way bigger deal than it had to be. you are not thinking logically! " you said as you shoved past him to the kitchen.

" y/n, you cant be pissed at me for caring. " he stated.

" i get where you're coming from but if you act the way you're acting right now it's going to piss me off. " you replied with an exasperated expression.

he was now fed up and so were you.

so this was never going to end well.

" you could've handled it better. that's all i'm saying. i hung out with a friend who's a guy. just because we're dating doesn't mean i'm going to remove people out of my life for you. you're being an absolute dick about this whole situation. "

he was just staring back at you with a blank look on his face.

" y/n- " he starts but you cut him off.

you scoffed.

" you know what? don't even bother sleeping in the same bed as me tonight. you're sleeping on the couch because you need realise that this is the last time i'll be taking shit from you about anything. " you said while you walked in the direction of the door.

" fuck. where are you going,  y/n? " he asked rushing after you.

" i cannot be here right now, joe. " you replied as you grabbed your keys.

once you slammed the door he knew that this whole fight had simply gone too far.

- present -

you hated it when you two fought.

it felt like you were so alone in this world everytime it happened which luckily wasn't often.

after having an ice cream and taking a drive, you finally felt ready to go back home.

and the 10 missed calls from joseph was also a sign that it was time to go back.

he simply couldn't sleep until he knew you were safe back home with him.

in the time that he was alone at home, pacing worriedly, he realised that he didn't handle the situation in the best way possible.

he'd also realised that maybe he had some insecurity about him being enough for you without even knowing it.

you tried your best to return home as quietly as possible but once he heard the door open he immediately got up off the couch and walked toward you.

" thank god you're home. you had me worried sick, love. " he said while he tried to wrap his arms around you.

" joe, please i just need to get to bed. this has been so exhausting. " you turned away from him to walk upstairs.

he sighed as he watched you walk away, he went to sit on the couch and didn't even bother trying to fall asleep.

as you expected you sat up in your bed unable to get any sleep.

since you started dating you always struggled to sleep without joseph.

after hours of tossing and turning you heard him come upstairs and you felt the relief wash over you.

you felt his presence in the room immediately, without even looking up.

" can't sleep either? " he asked sitting down across from you.

" not without you no. " you replied as you finally sat up but not being able to meet his eyes that you could feel were burning into you.

" i'm so so sorry, my love. you're right i was being a dick. if anything 'dick' is an understatement. " he said moving closer to you.

" i swear to you that i'll try to be better at handling fights. fighting with you sucks.
i hate seeing you upset over anything and when you're upset because of me makes it so much worse. " he said, and you could hear in his voice that he was truly apologetic.

" i hated the way that you made me feel, joe. like you didn't trust me around another guy. do you think that little of me? " you stated, your voice soft.

" love, i'm so sorry that i made you feel like that. i do trust you. i swear i do. it was just my own insecurities that got the better of me during this whole situation. and that's way i blew up about it. i know that it was wrong of me and i want to be better for you. " he replied and his words made you finally give into him.

you wrapped your arms around him as he pulled you into his lap.

" please promise me we will never let any fight get that bad again? i don't ever want to leave this house angry with you. " you said as you looked up at him.

" i promise. " he said, interlocking your pinkies and sealing it with a kiss.

" i love you, so much. " you smiled and he returned it.

he leaned forward and placed a kiss to your lips.

" i love you more. " he replied.

much love,
- morgan ;)