Ready or not.

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January 1st
michigan

Ienter the movies and just thought about what i was gonna wear the whole time we remained at the movies. The movie finally ended after about 30 minutes and I picked up the snack paper on the floors and walk my siblings out the theater. I drove home listening to Summer Walker. I parked in the drive way made sure my siblings were in the house before locking up everything. I went to get in the shower instantly and using my black soap and dove soap to wash up with. I got out the shower after 40 minutes and began lotioning up and i get a text from Dame. He texts and says "hoping you getting ready by now". I text him back and quickly began to do my lace and makeup. Its finally time for me to pick out an outfit and I cant find anything. After a while of looking I picked out with the help of my mom a Black versace jean couture dress with Black and gold ysl heels. I did a black 30 inch buss down lace. I pull out my ysl wallet and text Dame im ready he texts back and says "fs leaving out as we speak" . As I wait for Dame I take a few quick pics. Dame arrives 13 minutes later in a grey widebody hellcat. I step in being cautious not to trip over anything. He looks at me like im the most beautiful person ever. He kisses me and say " you look so beautiful" . I blush and kiss him one more time before he pulls off. We start listening to some old school r&b such as Michell'le,Tupac,Aaliyah etc. he records a few videos of us and post them on his story on ig. I peep and smile as i got the notification that he tagged me. We walk into the Restaurant "Nobu" it definitely wasnt my first time being there but it was my first time going on a date. I get a good look at his outfit and he looks soooo fineee. He had on all black Ksbui jeans on with a balmain black tee and black Mcqueens and a fresh retwist. He smells so good right now I almost start sniffing him floating in the air. We get seated and I already chosen the drink I wanted. While Dame drank some ice lemon water. I took a video of me and Dame at the restaurant with him kissing on my neck. After the lady comes back to order our food i get a notification from ig. Then 1 started to add up to about 7 then 8. I decided to let the phone beep because I didnt want to ruin our date. We're talking a nice time and I realize that I practically know him like the back of my hand in such a short span of time. I opened my phone to take more pictures when I noticed how many dms i had. You wouldn't believe who was in my dm's....Jaylen. He said "Bitches think they fancy cause that at Nobu". That didn't sound like Jaylen so ik it was Diamond petty ass. I ignored and got back to my date at nobus.

After we got the check and paid Dame rolled 4 blunts and we started to face them on the way to my house. While we were sitting in the car Dame turns the radio off and looks me in my eyes. Out of nowhere he just says "be my girl". I was stuck for a minute because we havent known each other for that long but I honestly feel a real connection with him. I look back at him and say "I guess im your girl now" and smile. Idk why I just did that but im going to pray I dont regret it. We arrive at my house and he gives me a long kiss. I unlock my door and he pulls off as i walk inside. Dame is definitely a better person than Jaylen relationship wise. Jaylen would never express his feelings to me. He would act so nonchalant but meanwhile Dame is straight forward and shows empathy. I hop in the shower and get ready for the long day I have ahead of me tomorrow.

8:35 am

I woke up and texted Dame instantly. I dont plan on telling anybody about my relationship with Dame until I really feel like we're offical. I get ready to go run some errands because I have a job interview and I need to go get somethings before school starts back up. I put my Canada Goose jacket on with khaki pants, a white button up shirt and some cheap flats i got from target. I get my daddy keys from him and kiss him goodbye. I was waiting until the beginning of summer to buy my car because gas prices are to high right now. I get in the car call Dame and drive off. My first stop was at the bank to deposit more money then I pulled in to Starbucks to get a coffee before my interview. I got off of the phone with Dame and headed into my Interview at  the preschool. I wanted a job more people would take serious because nobody would take me serious if I kept my job at target. After the interview was over I headed to get my braids redone after cutting so I could apply a lace. Its been about  4 hours and shes only half way done so I decided to call Dame. We talk up until my hair was finished. I headed to the store to buy some necessities I needed before heading home for the day. As I walk into the house all I hear is kids yelling and running around. I instantly walk to my room to avoid conversation with my aunts. I lay in the bed a take a quick nap. Just as I fall asleep my cousins bust in my room playing around. I let out a deep sigh before pushing them out my room again. Just as I get ready to lay down again I received a text from Dame.