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November 23rd
Michigan

I arrived home from school texted ole boy who's actual name is Jaylen. We texted for an hour before I took a nap. He is so sweet he always compliments me and very polite so I definitely see a future with him like im actually catching feels for him ngl. After I woke up from my nap I took a shower, Cleaned my room , Ate dinner, and rolled and smoked 2 blunts before turning a movie on and getting ready to facetime Jaylen. We talked for 3 hours then i got ready for bed. This is usually my routine when I get home from school.

November 24th Michigan
2:45 Pm

Lately life has been pretty good im more of a stay to myself person at school I dont socialize with the boys there they just too childish for me idk. It was last period and I was leaving my class to get ready to ride the bus. I still ride the bus yes because the school is super far from my house and I dont really have a choice. Before I get on the bus Jaylen texts me and tells me he'd be picking me up from school. I turn around and walk back into the building so I could make sure I look straight before he comes to get me. After 10 minutes of waiting he pulls up in a black hellcat. I get in the front seat and greet him with a smile. Everything was smoooth we went to Tropical Smoothie and went back to his place and faced some woods. After I tap out I got up and told him id catch a lyft back home but he insists on driving me home. As we're in the car I feel the suden urge to say "so are we in like the talking stage" super awkwardly. He looks at me as we get to a red light and chuckles he waits before he gives me his answer and kisses me. Once the light turns green he says "yeah". I start blushing super hard embarrassing myself and once again making everything awkward. We finally make our way to my house and he grabs my tote bag filled with my books and MacBook and walk them to my front door as I walk in he hands me the bag and gives me a kiss. I get in the house and do my daily routine and go talk with my family in the living room. The whole night went smooth but as im in my room l start to over think a lot about Jaylen. I call Nijah to vent to her. I feel like in a month or two we probably would be in a relationship tbh. I hang up the phone and play some music before dozing off to sleep