Ready or not.

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I wake up that next morning and tell Dame id be otw to his house after my hair appointment. I do my hygiene and start to take my take off my lace and redo my braids underneath before I leave the house. After about an hour I finally finished and headed out the house. I get to the place 10 minutes early so I call Dame while I wait. After my hair is finished I head over to Dames house to chill for a few hours. I arrive at his house and walk straight to his room making sure to silence my phone this time. He greets me with a kiss and asks if I wanna smoke. We smoked 2 woods before eating brunch and falling straight asleep. I woke up 3 hours later to help him pack his bags since he leaves tomorrow.  I leave my phone on the bed to use the bathroom and as im washing my hands I hear Dame yell my name. "Whats wrong" I say leaving out the bathroom walking towards him with my phone in his hands. "Your mom called you" he says handing me back my phone. "Thank god" I whisper under my voice quietly as I call my mother back. He looks at me  with a twisted face as I walk out the room to talk to my parents. After about 25 minutes I walk back into the room and sit on the bed to roll up. "Let me see yo phone" he says reaching out his hands. I look up at him and say "why" confusingly. "Call this number" he says starting to get irritated. Hes looking directly at me so I can't delete anything or even try to. I had him the phone and I noticed his face scrunching up and he stands up. I stand up with him and say "what" in worry. He hands me the phone back and just looks at me in disgust and walks into the bathroom. I unlock my phone to see what he saw and my messages with me and Jaylen were opened. My heart drops to my feet and I knock on the bathroom door softly and wait for him to come out. At this point I knew I fucked up but I didnt do anything wrong necessarily I just hid something from him.

Dame finally walks out of the bathroom after 10 minutes and walks towards me. "This the nigga u be caked up otp with when you not talking to me?" He asks with anger in his voice. The woman was too stunned to speak I didnt know what to say at all. He asks me repeatedly who that was but I just stood there looking dumb. "a friend" I say lowly hoping he wouldn't hear me. "Friends dont say shit like that to each other" he yells. I felt so bad. It was evident that he was livid so I tried not to make it worse. "Okay just calm down" I say walking towards him with my hands infront of me. "Now you wanna talk about calming down" he says under his breath madly. At this point he's just yelling at me and I cant even defend myself because I know im wrong. After he got done yelling he says "get the fuck out" calmy. I look at him with a twisted face and say "no" loudly. "Im finding every reason to not beat yo ass right now. Layonna go" he yells. Im not even gonna lie I started crying. "Dame" I say his name pleading and saying sorry. He opens the door and waits for me to walk out but im not leaving without getting him to understand. "Its not like I was cheating its not that deep" I say pleading to him with a dried up face. He walks towards me and grabs each of my arms super tight and shook me. "Stop saying how deep shit is and get the fuck out" he yells as he shook me. This triggered me to yell at him back pushing him off of me. I dont really know what im saying at that point but I know I said some real fucked up shit. Next thing I know we're having a full on fight. But his dad wasnt there to break it up this time so we're really going head for head hitting each other. He starts to walk down the stairs as I throw random shit at his back calling him soft. By time we're both downstairs we're yelling at each other on ten and going back and fourth hitting each other. He pushes me into their living  room tv and I hear the glitching in the tv indicating that it broke. I get up and throw more punches before attempting to throw the broken tv at him. We're still yelling at each other and 10 minutes later police pull up knocking at the door. He asnwers the door with scratches all down his face and a shirt you could tell was being pulled on. The 2 officers walk in the doorway and say "we've got about 3 noise complaints from this house everything alright" One of the officers say as the other one looks around to analyze all the broken things. Right after they get done talking with the 2 of us his dad and little brother walk in with open mouths. The police officer informs him what happens as they put the both of us in handcuffs. His dad follows the police car down to the police precinct. Eventually they say we'd stay in there for a week with a bond of 6k. My parents are out of town and the only person I could call was Nijah. She tells me she doesn't have the money to bail me out but she'd call my parents for some help. I spent the first 2 days in there before they let me gon on bail. My parents definitely weren't gonna pay so i was confused on who did. I walk outside and see Jaylens black scat. He gets out the car and helps me get in.