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January 6th
Michigan
6:00am

Break was over and it was time to go back to school. I took a shower and brushed my teeth soon as I woke up. I played some music to really wake up and do my make up quickly. It was 7:00 already and I had to be out the house at 7:45. I put on regular blue jeans with a white tank and a black PINK hoodie over it with the some wheat timbs. I never put anything extra on for school because people dick ride the bitches with designer and thats annoying to me so I keep it simple. I spray on some Burberry perfume before leaving out. The only part I hate about school is riding the bus because my parents take their cars to work with them. I wake up Marlie and Marcell before I ask my older brother Taraji to drive me to the bus stop. We get there just when the bus arrives. I hug him before I get out since he's going back home today. Taraji moved out 2 years ago to these apartments down town with his bm and my nephew. He came to visit us which is rare while his bm and my nephew went to NYC to stay with her family for a week.

Schools finally out so I text Dame to come pick me up. I wait about 20 minutes before he pulls up and we go back to his house. As we pull up I see 2 more cars in the drive way. I asks who were they and he said his dads. I froze for a minute because that means im gonna have to meet him. I text Nijah telling her since shes the only person besides Jaylen stalking ass who knows we're together. I get out the car with him and walk into the house trying not to track any snow in. He directs me to the living room with 2 of his uncles and his dad sitting on the couch watching football. They all turn around and say hi before I introduce myself. "This my girl Layonna" Dame said as I stood there looking nervous. I waved and smiled at them as they each introduced themselves. After we all talked for a minute he took me upstairs to meet his little brother Demario. He was about 14 and looked exactly like Dame. After I met the whole family I wondered what happened to his mom. I seen no pictures of her in the house. We walk into his room and he sparks up a blunt. We smoked around 4 woods and I was getting ready to tap out. Out of nowhere I say "What happened to your mom". He catches his cloud and say "shit probably high somewhere" as he laughed under his breath afterwards. I look at him awkwardly and change the subject trying to avoid talking about it.

It hits 6:00 and its time for me to go home. Dame grabbed his keys and walked out of the front door. The ride there was silent not awkward silence though peaceful silence. We arrive at my house and I kiss him goodbye before getting out the car. I walk inside and go straight to my room to take a shower to get the weed smell off of me. I constantly smoke in my room but my parents never smell it since their room is all the way upstairs. My parents dont even know I cuss for all they know im really a little angel. After my shower I get a plate of leftovers in the microwave they left for me. I went into the living to chop it up with everybody before heading back to my room. As im closing my room door behind me I get a FaceTime call from Jaylen. He talks to me as if nothing ever happened and we cool or some. I cut him off mid sentence and say "what do you want Jaylen. Seriously you keep calling me and stalking and its getting creepy. I got a nigga now I really dont need you". "Layonna I miss you" he replies. I instantly hung up things are just going good for me and he wants to come along and ruin everything for me again. I call my friend from school Sade so she could help me study for a test we had in a few days. Sade is a really cool person. She's short lightskin with really long hair and glasses. We had been getting super close lately due to all the texts we had coming up. We study for about 2 hours before I hit the hay.