Ready or not.

12:12

August 3rd
Michigan
3:34 pm

My family were leaving out for a 6 day vacation to Florida to visit my sister Danielle so I had the house to myself. I kiss my parents goodbye, hug Marcell and Marlie, and wave to my sister Micah over the phone who would also be attending the vacation. After they leave out the house I go to my room and get ready to go over Dames house. I put on some black ripped jeans, a graphic tee I turned into a crop top, and  Black D&G  sorrento shoes. I lock the house up and head to his house blasting my Bryson Tiller playlist. I arrive at his house and ring the doorbell until he answers the door. Only his little brother Demario was home and was about to leave out so we had his house to ourselves. I lay on the bed as he passes me a blunt and a lighter to spark up. We smoke about 3 blunts before he got up to make a snack. I was in the room alone and was texting Jaylen. He arrives back with some Pizza rolls and we lay next to each other and watch a movie. My phone goes off indicating that Jaylen texted me back. Dame turns around and says "who was that" still paying attention to the movie. "Nobody just Nijah" I say lying because I didnt want him to over react. I get up to get some napkins and my phone goes off again. He looks over at my phone and picks it up "since when was Nijahs number not saved" he says analyzing the phone number. I think of something to say before I turn around to face him. "New number" I said to him hopping back in the bed. I kiss him and take my phone back out of his hands and return to the movie. After about 3 minutes he asks "what took you so long to asnwer the question" I have no intentions of cheating on Dame ever but I just dont want him to over react over me talking to an old friend.

I sit up and get on top of him to change the subject instead. He pushes my leg off of him and says it again. "Oh my god Dame can you stop overthinking it. I just had to process what you said its nothing serious" I say to him as I attempt to get back on top of him. I pull down his basketball shorts and got straight to business. He's kind of use to the fact that im waiting until marriage so we never do anything beyond oral sex. I get done and get up to brush my teeth and take a nap with Dame. We woke up about 3 hours later and I go to a different room to see if my Family landed in safely. Dame tells me he has to go pick his brother up from his friends house so I decided to stay at his house and wait for them to get back. After he leaves the house I call Jaylen to see what he was talking about. 20 minutes later I hear the doors opening so I say goodbye to Jaylen and meet Dame and Demario at the door. He walks in with wendys bags so I grab the bags and set them on the counter as he carries in the drinks. He asks me what ive been doing while eating fries and clicking through channels. "Nothing talking to Sade and Nijah" I say. Every time I lie to him I get a guilty conscious. Even though im not necessarily doing something unloyal I just dont wanna see how Dame reacts to this so I decided to keep it a secret.

Me, Dame, And Demario smoked 4 woods and then I ask " Arent you a little to young to be smoking" I say to Demario laughing. He looks at me with low eyes and a super goofy smile and just burst out laughing. Dame gave Demario the roach as we walked back upstairs. Its about 6 now and I wanna get home to make sure everythings okay and get some more clothes. Dame and his family were going to Chicago for a week in 2 days so I decided to spend these last days at their house. Ive already put my two weeks in at my job due to school starting in a month and I wanted to work closer to my school. I get to my house and pack some clothes before warming up some left over alfredo and leaving back out. I decided I was to tired to drive after eating so I text Dame and tell him id be back over in the morning as I get ready for my shower. I take a 30 minute shower and get ready to watch a movie. 1 hour into my movie Jaylen FaceTimes me and I pick up. I could tell he was high and he looked so sexy. We talk for about 3 hours until he falls asleep and I hang up.