{April 5th}
I don't like going to bed.
I never know what will haunt me in my next dream. The same threatening hand I mentioned once before? Or the distorted version of myself that keeps whispering all around me. A voice bouncing around in my brain. A voice telling me to just lock all the doors and take own my life.
Maybe I'll do it.
Maybe I'll fuck up so bad this time that I'll be the one paying.
Nobody would really notice if I disappeared again, for good this time. Nobody would care if It gave them something else, 'juicy', to talk about.
Yeji would care.
Fuck.
I hate people who give me a reason to live.
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