I was buy myself at our small local grocery store, Felix had been saying he wanted pomegranates and Rits crackers with blue cheese.
I was hoping he wasn't going to eat them together, but I was 90% sure that's what he was going to do. I'd be damned if I tried to stop him though.
Lately, he's been rather.. demanding. But it was completely understandable, he was growing a literal human being and giving it life.
I was still catching on to random bits of my memory here and there.
And the connection I feel with Felix definitely helps me know I'm for sure doing something right.
I walked towards the fruit section, looking up and down for these damn pomegranates. Were they even in season? How do pomegranates even work?
"Hyunjin?"
I heard a voice call out, I whipped around to see three guys walking towards me.
"Hello?" I asked, I realized I probably knew them but didn't know them... if that makes sense.
"It's nice seeing you out, how are you doing?"
"I- I'm okay, sorry- could you maybe give me names..?" I asked, trying my best to sound polite.
"Oh right! I'm Bang Chan, a really close friend of both of yours.. we all are. This is Lee Minho and Han Jisung."
"Han Jisung." I stated back. It just slipped out, but I knew him. Well, the other version of him.
My eyes pricked a bit with tears, I turned around and dabbed my sleeve to my cheeks. They didn't need to see me cry.. it was dumb.
I was crying because I felt every emotion that I had with han Jisung during that coma. He was so sweet and caring. I felt bad for not remembering Minho but I was sure it would come with time.
I felt a hand on my shoulder, I spun around to see Chan comforting me, "it's okay, we're all here now, even if you don't remember just how much we care. We'll show you all over again." He reassured me.
I smiled, "thank you," I said quietly.
I only noticed Minho had left when he arrived back again , with two pomegranates in his hands.
"I saw it on your list and grabbed them for you," he smiled, putting them in my cart. "Thank you," I said again, a bit louder this time.
"Of course Jin, do you need a ride home?"
"How'd you know I walked?" I asked, forgetting they knew me better than I knew they did.
"Well you both don't have a car.."
"Right," I laughed a little out of embarrassment.
"We'll give you a ride! And stop to see lixie," Jisung beamed as he practically jumped up and down.
"O-ok.."
"Jisung he might not feel comfortable-"
"It's okay, I remember the two of you slightly.. I'm blanking on you," I said looking at Minho, "but I'll remember soon, I promise."
"Idiot, you don't have to promise me anything, he said ruffling my hair. Just worry about yourself, Felix, and the baby you've got on the way."
I smiled, his words meant a lot, I could tell that these moments with him didn't come all too often and I should cherish them. So I did.
The ride back was more than helpful, I didn't have to walk, and I got all types of information that helped me remember certain things about myself and life in general.
When we got to the house, we walked in to see Felix on the coach snuggled up in a soft blanket.
Jisung ran over and sat beside him with no hesitation , "hi lixie, Hii lil bebes," he cooed making scrunchy hands at Felix tummy.
The three of us were standing in the other room, looking in.
"What are you gonna do?" Chan asked suddenly laughing. I looked over in confusion only to realize he was talking to Minho.
Minho sighed, "I'd say sit him down and talk when the time comes, but we all know I always end up giving him what he wants." He said, his palm finding its way over his face. "I just don't know if I'm ready for that you know, he'd be a great parent.."
Then it clicked, Jisung was obviously showing a lot of signs of wanting a baby. It was clear now that I thought about it.
He would be a great dad.
"I think you'll be ready." I blurted out.
Minho looked at me, I knew he was a bit confused so I clarified, "if you really think about it- I didn't know I was having a baby until a week ago. And it's already almost time for him to be here. I'm scared as hell. But I'm ready, because I need to be. Not saying you have to be of course because you two are not even pregnant- but if it were to happen.. you have to make yourself ready."
Minho looked at me, and blinked rapidly, "Hwang Hyunjin.. that might be the smartest advice that's ever left your mouth."
I shrugged and smiled a little, "I guess you could say I'm an inspirational figure of hope to the people-"
"Absolutely not." Chan interrupted.
We all laughed, and it felt like home. We joked and we're serious when needed, but we were close, I could feel it.
It felt right.
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