All in my head.

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It had been a couple days since I woke up and we were just now leaving the hospital. Riding in the car on the way home was a weird feeling.

The persona I made up for myself in my own coma was terrifying.

That Hyunjin was all in my head. I felt like I was crazy.

I held up my arms , rolling down my sleeves.

Nothing.

"What is it?" Felix asked , turning towards me for a second, and then returning his focus back on the road.

"I- I'm just a little confused right now." I admitted. Something about Felix made me feel safe and like I could share anything.

"I'm sorry," he apologized , his bottom lip forming a pout. I shook my head , "there's no need for you to apologize."

"I know- I just, I feel.. I don't know."

"This must have been hard for you.." I said looking at him.

He looked tired.

"Nothing compared to what you probably went through.. I just can't wait to be home."

And I definitely could agree with that last statement.

The ride didn't take long , we must have lived close to the hospital. I caught myself thinking about how helpful that is- that we were close- when he goes into labor; it'll be easy to get to the hospital.

There I was, thinking about Felix again. I looked over at him again. He was just as beautiful as in my coma; even more beautiful actually.

We got out of the car , he hurriedly tried to get out to help me. But I ended up getting out first and going around to help him.

He needed it more.

I held my hand out , he smiled before taking it. "Thank you." He smiled.

When our hands touched I almost forget where I was standing. I stood there still; staring at him with a slightly shocked expression.

It felt so familiar , holding his hand. I loved the feeling. When he stepped out of the car , I didn't let go of his hand.

"You-"

Before he could continue, I started to walk towards the house. I don't know how but my body new exactly where to go. As if it knew where home was.

"Hey.. hey! Slow down." Felix said as we entered the house. I closed my eyes and blew a breath out, I let go of his hand and pat my thigh.

There was something I needed to check. Something I felt like I knew.

There was the faint sound of clicking getting louder. A small black and white dog came running up to me; excitement overflowing through the small dog.

I bent down, he licked me face. Judging by Felix's reaction , this wasn't something that happened often.

"Woww~ he must have missed you babe,"

Babe.

My face flushed as I looked up at him, "what do you mean ?" I asked.

"Mmm it's just that he never usually gives you kisses when you ask. It's cute."

I smiled and looked back at the dog, I let him softly as I felt a name begin to form on my tongue.

"K-k.."

"Hyunjin.. are you starting to remember?"

"I-I think little by little.." I said standing up , my brain was starting to hurt from straining it. I needed to take things slow.

"You should go rest.." Felix said rubbing my back.

"I've been resting this whole time," I stated , walking further into the house.

He just gave a graceful smile , "I was gonna make some food are you hungry?"

I thought for a moment , I was kind of hungry.

"Yeah.. but don't make anything. I'm gonna get it , and make you.. guys something." I wanted to take care of both of them. They've done so much for me, I felt a little guilty for it; for not being there.

"Hyunjin-"

"I'm serious , i got it."

He sighed , reluctantly going to sit at the table. He tried to bend down to take off his shoes. When I saw he was struggling a rushed over and knelt beside him.

I gently took his foot from him, gently slipping them off.

"T-thank you again.." he said with a very shy smile.

"You don't have to thank me Lix-" I stopped myself. I was already comfortable enough to call him that.

Something about this boy was magically. I just kept falling for him deeper each second.

Was I being put under a spell?

"Hey lix?"

"Yeah?" He asked looking at me with his pretty innocent eyes.

"Is.. is it too soon to say I think I'm in love with you?"

He blushed red and then laughed , "well I hope you would, we're family now, and I love you two more than life."

I leaned down, out of habit and laid a light kiss on his forehead. "I love you for sure, Felix."

"I love you for sure, Hyunjin."

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