cover by @DevilshWritings
Luly is 17
She has enough problems on her own with depression anxiety and PTSD but she has a lily list
Things she wants to do before she dies and she forgets it on the subway
August is 18
a handsome man with fame...
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Hating you is what's best for me
Song: Family Line - Conan Gray
My mother coming here has set me back on my progress, so here I am wishing I was Asia, wishing u was a dead person just to feel the love she gave Asia, does that make a horrible person?, maybe but i can't stop myself
I cannot recall the last time I looked in the mirror, see that's the thing I hate alot about myself apart from my hips, my arms, my thighs, my chest, my face is what really bothers me because how can I love my face when it is not my own, it belongs to someone I'm never gonna be able to see... Someone I hate
I wonder if that's my family hates me or maybe its the fact that I killed Asia
I did not kill her, but I was the reason why she went out in the first place and Sometimes when I'm doing nothing at all it hits me that I am nothing and Asia was everything, so I guess I did take everything from my mom I took her everything away
I wish my thoughts had no control over my actions, I wish Asia was still here... I don't think I miss her though I miss my sanity, I miss not feeling guilty- my thoughts are interrupted by a very excited Rosella at my door
"Hey Rosie" i greet
"sorry to disturb but this cant wait until tomorrow" she scrambles for words. "go on..." I nudge her just a little "there's a bake sale on Saturday and i really wanna participate so i wanted to ask if you want to help me start baking"
I smile and then remember that Saturday is tomorrow
" Lets get to it if we wanna get to the sale on time"
and that's what we do for the next five hours we bake, pies, cakes, macaroons, croissants, cupcake sand crumbles. We tell each other stories of how we want to live our lives and what our wildest dreams are, by the time we're done the sun has risen so we wake Winter and August up to get ready so we can leave
" Luliana i had no idea that you're bathroom is a store" August says as he comes out
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I laugh so hard "What can I say?.I like to smell nice" I reply I walk into winters room to see her with Rosella helping her get ready It warms my heart to see someone apart from me care for her
I walk into my room to get ready Shower,moisturize and pick out my outfit
This sale seems important to Rosella I don't want to ask her why Incase she doesn't want to talk about it We get into Augusts car and he drives us to this bake sale in a park
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Our set up really attracts a lot of people Customers come and all of them tell us to open our own bakery, Winter seems to be enjoying this a lot more than anyone else because of everyone that tells her how beautiful she looks
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Her outfit
************************************* Authors note: done with exams will update three times a week
