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CHAPTER 12: This Song Is Called You

PORCHAY'S POV

It's past 7 in the morning and the students are almost finished preparing for the event. Me and my other friends are just walking around looking for stalls to visit later.

" Mark has been gone for a while. Where is he?" Tan said, he's one of my friends. We just shrugged our shoulders.

" How are we supposed to know? We've been together since early in the morning, you idiot." Krit then hits Tan's head. All of us just laughed because they won't stop bickering with each other.

A moment later, Mark came to us panting. Why is he in a rush?

"Ch.. Chayy.." Mark said, catching his breath.

" Calm down first, why are you in a rush? Is someone following you?" We did check the surroundings if there's someone following him, but there wasn't.

We took him to the nearest bench and calmed him down.

"Porchay, the teachers saw that you were here today so they wanted you to perform later."

I got nervous with what he just said.

"What?! Why me?" I don't want to.

"Because you're always skipping class, Khun Porchay." A teacher popped behind us and we immediately stood up to greet him.

I guess, I don't have a choice.

"Okay, Khrup. What do you want me to play, Khrup?"

"Oh. We wanted to hear the song you wrote during the examination." Of all the songs in the world, why that? I'm gonna cry.

"Yes, Khrup. I'll perform later, Khrup."

"We'll just call you when it's almost your turn. Thank you." The teacher bid goodbye and we wai'd at him. After bidding goodbyes to the teacher, I fell on the bench.

My friends just patted my shoulder to cheer me up.

The event has already started and there are lots of people around. It's almost my turn so I'm here at the back preparing.

"Porchay, are you ready?" P'Jay said, he's P'Kim's friend, he's also one of the staff on this event.

"Khrup, Phi" He helped me prepare before going on stage. He also said that I have to introduce myself. I almost never talk to people yet I'm about to perform in front of this crowd.

It's my turn so I walked to the stage, sat down and prepared my guitar. When everything was good I held the mic and introduced myself.

"Sawatdee Khrup, I'm Porchay Pitchaya Kittisawasd, Khrup. I'll be performing the song I wrote, it's called This Song is Called You."

After I introduced myself all I heard was screams they were screaming and clapped their hands. I looked around and found Mark with our friends. I also saw Macau at the corner smiling at me so I just smiled back at him. I continued looking around and I didn't see him. Phew, I think it's better if he's not here.

I started strumming my guitar.

lalai mod laew wela ti rao nan glai gan ( I melt inside whenever you're near me)

ham mai wai huajai chan meuan man ja rabeut ( I can't stop myself like my heart is about to explode)

long loi bpai laew ter tam hai jai chan dtaleut (Feel like I'm drifting away You make my heart flutter)

thon mai wai chan kuan ja pud took kwam nai jai I can't stand it, ( I should just say everything that's in my mind)

dtae man dtit dtit kad kad yu took krang, euk euk ak ak yu yang nan (But it's like something is stuck in my mind, I can't quite get the words out)

pho teung wela cing cing go mai gla (When it comes time, I dont have the nerve)

mi kam nai jai bpen pan lan (I've got a million words in my heart)

ta gep dto bpai go kong ba dtai kao sak wan (I can't keep it all inside I'll go crazy, one day)

I continued singing until I saw someone enter the crowd. P'Kim came. I saw my friends and Macau cheering for me but my eyes were stuck on him. My world stopped for a moment, it gives me the flashbacks when I was just making this song with him.

riap riang jak siang kong huajai teerak daiyin mai (It's from the sound of my heart that I want you to hear)

pleng rak ni bpen kong ter tao nan, lae pleng ni mi cheua wa ter (The melody that's for only you, and I'll name this song after you)

pleng ni mi cheua wa ter (I'll name this song after you)

We just stared at each other until I finished singing then he left. I bowed to the crowd, they were clapping their hands for me but my eyes are following him.

"You did great, Porchay. The teachers were amazed, they really felt the message of the song you wrote. I wonder who it was for?" P'Jay started teasing me.

"Don't tease him, Jay." P'Kim came. I was about to head out but he stopped me. P'Jay left because he has a lot to prepare. Then I'm left with him.

"Khrup, Phi?" I asked P'Kim because he's still holding my arm.

" We need to talk, Chay. Stop ignoring me, let's sort this out." I think so too. I just thought I could forget everything for a moment but when I sang the song I made for him, everything went back. I admit it, my feelings for him won't go, it's just there. I did spend time with my friends not because I want to move on but just to forget the pain. I know, I won't ever get over him that easily but I also have to heal myself first. Everyone fooled me, broke my trust and I won't just say every time that it's okay. I'm a human, I have feelings too.

"Right now, Khrup?" He then held my hand. My heart right now is contemplating, I don't know if it's beating too fast or it did stop beating.

"No, I will fetch you at the house. " I just nodded and then left.

Is this the right time? Will I get my heart broken again or will it heal this time?

(A/N: How y'all are doing? Omg, is it KimChay this time? Will this bring happiness for these two or another heartbreak? I attached Barcode's MV for you to listen while reading, just to give y'all the emotion of this chapter. Khor Tod na for not being active lately, I just have a lot of things to sort out. Hope you like this na, Love you all <3)