Xamarah's POV:
I slowly open my eyes I feel heavy thing on my chest making me barely breath and also as the sun try to wake me up showing all its lightness for me to open my eyes.
May galit ang araw sakin.
And as I opened my eyes I already saw Maxine lying down in my chest hugging me tightly just like a soft pillow she wants to hug all the time. My cheeks blushed early in the morning as this is the second time she did this. And this is also the second time I woke with her hugging me like this.
Geez this woman is unbelievable!
"So how long will you look at me, Xavy" she asked and her voice sounded sexy as she just woke up and doesnt have that much energy to talk. Basicallygaralgal ang boses dahil kakagising nga lang.
And for the second time around this morning my cheeks flushed and immediately felt all the blood went to my face as I feel heated already. I used both of my hands for her not to see my red as the color of the red right time!
Umagang umaga kilig.
But I've come to my senses. I am having lots of different emotions and feelings when I am with her. Maxine..... The girl that gives lot of feelings to me that I cant even define what does it means to me.
I am straight....but am I really not straight? I dont know geez its like life that hard to understand.
I dont know if I am straight to the fact that I am starting to have feeling to her to be honest. I am who would not catch feelings to someone who always care about you right? Like who will not catch feeling to that someone that is willing to wake up 3am just to buy you napkins? Care for me even though she barely know me.
She knows me by my name as what I know caude for sure I havent tell her my whole life not even a bit.
But who knows maybe she knows something that I dont.
But really.....I dont know what my sexuality is, even I question myself mollion times about it I think I cant think of any anwers.
Should I google? Lagi naman tama ang google eh or I can just ask Maxine about it?
This bothers me so much I will not just ask about it.
I shook my head "I can look at you anytime, even forever"
She was stunned for a sec and slowly hid in my neck that made me confuse for her sudden acts.
"Why are you hiding?" Saad ko at hinaplos ang kanyang likod.
"Dont......dont do that kung hindi mo naman paninindigan ang kilig ko" she murmur in my neck and now I can see her right ear that is slightly red.
I chuckled.
"Uso pala sayo Ma'am ang makilig" I said jokingly that made her look at me immediately with an arched brow.
I gulped.
"W-what?" I said nervously and and gulp again as she is just looking at me with all her seriousness and dont want to leave my eyes even a bit.
She poke my nose "You're so cute"
"Ouch medyo masakit naman"
"I'm sorryy" she said and her facr softens.
Tumayo na siya at tumitig sakin.
"I will just go take a bath tingnan mo na yung mga kaibigan at ilang oras na lang papasok na kayo" she reminded me before going to the bathroom to take a bath and thats when I realized we still have a class today! Geez kakausap ko sakanya nakalimutan ko na, na mayroon pala kaming pasok.
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Romance(ON GOING) Xamarah Lavy Alfonso a graduating student. She is a scholar student so she doesnt need to pay for her school though she cant pay her financial needs especially with her mother's needs. She also has lots of debts into different people she...
