𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 || 𝗝.𝗢

𝗦𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗻𝗼𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗲𝗹𝘀𝗲'𝘀

I woke up today and I was irritated I wasn't sure what it was until deja texted me obviously I missed my girl even tho I had just seen her last night but she texted asking if I wanted to come to her studio session with her and Travis Scott (in this story a lot of Deja's songs will be summer and sza) she's making a song with Travis so nine out of ten she'll be singing and I love her voice

But anyways I got up did my hygiene stuff and by the time I was out of the shower deja was at my door when I answered the door she kept looking at my abs

"Yo shawty my face up here ta-ha"

"Sorry anyway go get dressed I hate being late" I said I ended up putting on a black and blue arson hoodie , a black windbreaker my pyramid belt and some black jeans 

"Ayo dej can you put my black side inna ponytail no gay shit tho ta-ha"

"Sure come here" she did it and said "you look really good now let's go" she looked good too even tho she only had on some sweat pants and a halter top I wanted to kiss her so bad but she hates being late so ima just wait till tonight

⏭Fast forward to the studio ⏭

"Ahhh omg hii traviis how are you babes?" Deja says

Then they hugged like a full hug not a side hug a hug that I would give her and I'm the only one that can give her those types of hugs what the fuck

"Travis this is Xxxtentacion he's my friend he wanted to watch me record today is that cool?"

"Yeah of course dej and X it's nice to meet you bro I fuck wit yo music heavy" he says

I nod and say "preciate it brother" I still don't like the way he was touching my girl she's mine and nobody else's 

"Hey X I'm gonna go do my part of the song I'll be back and listen so you can let me know if I did good" she said yo why tf did she call me X she usually calls me jah or seh this shit about to piss me off

Everything got better when I heard her voice tho it kinda felt like she was singing to me

Done with these niggas
I don't love these niggas
I dust off these niggas
Do it for fun
Don't take it personal
Personally, I'm surprised you
Called me after the things I said
Skrrt, skrrt on niggas (yeah)
Skrrt up on niggas
Skrrt down, you acting like me
Acting like we
Wasn't more than a summer fling
I said farewell
You took it well
Promise I won't cry over spilled milk
(Ooh no, I won't)
Gimme a paper towel
Gimme another Valium
Gimme another hour or two
Hour with you
Why you bother me when you know you don't want me? (Yeah)
Why you bother me when you know you got a woman? (Yeah)
Why you hit me when you know you know better?
Know you know better
Know your crew better than you do
Call me looking for ya (yeah)
I be looking for ya (yeah)
Got me looking forward to weekends
With you, baby
With you, baby
With you, baby
With you
We do whatever we want
Go wherever we want
Love however we want
It don't matter
You'll do whatever I want
Get whatever I want
Get whatever I need
It's about
Love, love, love, love
'Long as we got
Love, love, love
'Long as we got
Should've never gave you my number
I did it with you (ooh)
Should've never let you hit it
I split it with you
I regret it
You gots a fetish
You gots a problem
Now it's a problem, oh no
Skrrt, skrrt on bitches (yeah)
I don't know these bitches (yeah)
Dig dirt on bitches
Do it for fun
Don't take it personal, baby
Love on my ladies
Luh-love to my ladies
Uh, dated a few (straight up)

I realize what she was saying in her lyrics and that's when I got a little worried did she not want to be with me? did I do all of this for nothing? Did I fall in love with another girl who doesn't want my heart? Just my money? I ended up walking out I didn't wanna hear anymore I just stood outside and smoked my cigarette

I noticed jahseh walked out but I didn't know why maybe he needed some air or something

"Uh trav Ill be back does it sound good or do I need another take?"

"Nah you good sis"

"K I'll be right back to do my last part"

"Ight"

I walked outside to see jah smoking a cigarette he looked mad tho I hope he's ok

"You know cigarettes are bad for you" I said

"WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE DEJA YOU DONE WITH THESE NIGGAS RIGHT? So why does it matter what I'm doing with my body huh??" He yelled

"WHOA X THIS SONG HAS BEEN WORKED OUT FOR MONTHS WAY BEFORE I MET YOU AND AT THAT POINT I WAS DONE WITH NIGGAS BUT I MET YOU AND YOU MADE ME HAPPY YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE A NORMAL PERSON NOT A CRAZY ASS BITCH BUT IF THATS HOW TF YOU FEEL THEN FEEL THAT WAY I DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE"

And I walked away shedding a couple of tears I thought he was a different person he seemed so nice but the way he yelled at me almost make skye come out and he can't see that I don't want him to see that

"Hey dej you ok?" Travis asked "yeah I'm ok you ready for my last part?"

"Yeah then you can go you look really tired"

"Ok thanks for this by the way this album is gonna be fire" I said

I walked in the booth and did my thing when I came out X was sitting on one of the couches I didn't have much to say to him but I had to take him home so I ended up saying

"Let's go"

He didn't say anything he just stood up and followed me I got on the drivers side and took him to his house when I pulled into his drive way he looked at me then looked away really quickly and he got out the car I watched as he walked in his house then I drove off

fuck I messed up everything she obviously cared about me and I just had to go and let X out now she probably thinks I'm a terrible person

I walked in my house and saw ski on my couch I didn't bother talking to him because I didn't feel like it I was worried I would lose someone that made me so happy to something so petty

I just laid in my bed picturing her face as she yelled at me She's never looked like that she looked so fed up with my shit I just laid on my stomach letting a few tears fall until I drifted to sleep...