Anastasia Cullen (Jasper Hales mate...) II

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I tightened my arms around Jasper, burying my face in his neck.

"It's gonna hurt." I whispered.

He caressed my back soothingly and breathe in my scent.

"It will." He responded.

"You'll be with me the whole time, right?" I question, my hands clutching onto his jacket.

"I will."

He places a soft kiss on my neck, right where he will be biting my neck to insert his venom.

I close my eyes for a moment before pulling back and looking at him. His hands were on my hips, massaging it.

"There's just..." I neatened out his black leather jacket and pull him closer to me. "One thing."

I bit my lip and trailed my fingers lightly up his neck and into his hair, closing the gap by leaning on him and rubbing the tip of my nose against his.

"And what's that?" His small smirk becoming more visible the closer I get.

I glance at his lips for a moment, then look down to where our chests are pressed up against each other. I try not to show my nervousness, but I couldn't help it.

His hands slide up from my hips and to my lower back, playing with the ends of my long dark brown hair.

I hesitantly open my mouth and look up at him.

"I-... I don't- I don't want to die... a-... a-"

Jesus why is this so hard to say?

He placed a kiss on the top of my nose, encouraging me to continue.

"I don't want to die... a v-virgin." I say so quietly that I swear he wouldn't have heard me if we weren't flush up against each other.

He just stared into my eyes with a small smile that was barely visible. His right hand cupped my left cheek and caressed my warm skin. I was blushing crazily.

I was so happy that the others were all out today, I would have died if they heard me.

"Baby, if you wanted me to fuck you, all you had to do was say something." He said with a huge smirk that I wanted to slap off so badly.

I gasp and take a step back, punching his chest knowing full well that does nothing to him.

"But- But you won't even kiss me! How do I even know that you want to-... do other things with me. And I don't want you to fuck me! I want you to- to make love with me."

He chuckled lightly and took my hand in his.

"Love, I do want to do so many sinful things to you. Things your cute little head wouldn't be able to imagine. But I can't do any of them, because if I did, I could damage your fragile little body."

He took a small step towards me, placing a kiss on my hand.

"We don't want that, now do we?" He rhetorically asks.

He turns around and starts walking downstairs. I follow after him.

"So, you won't even kiss me? That's not so harmful."

He stops walking and turns to me.

"I could kiss you." He says and continued walking out.

I pause and watch him walk into the living room. I inhale deeply and bite my lip.

I turn and walk upstairs to our room and sit on the bed. I look down to my hands and frown. Why won't he just kiss me? Or make love to me?

Edward could do it to Bella. They did it on their honeymoon. Although, she came back pregnant. But that wouldn't be a problem for me because Jasper and Carlisle have decided that I will be turned tomorrow.