Anastasia Cullen (Jasper Hales mate...) II

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When my senses come back to me, I notice that I'm completely naked in a huge bathroom. The black fog that once surrounded me had gone back into the hands of one of my mates. They both stare at me with dark lust filled eyes.

I stood up and crossed my arms over my chest and huff. "What the hell, Alec! Your using your gift on your mate now!" I scream at him. He tuts with a small smirk.

"Oh so now we are your mates? What about when you let other people fuck you. When you let different men's dicks inside you or another woman's mouth all over that sweet pussy of yours." He snaps. My lips curl as I grit my teeth.

"Ohhh don't tell me your jealous. A girls gotta do what she's gotta do. It was only a little fun." I divert my eyes to Jasper who is just watching with a blank face. "What about you? Why are you so quiet? Cat got your tongue?" I laugh but was cut off by a hand wrapping around my throat and pinning me to the bathroom wall. I could feel cracks forming by the tight grip he had.

"Oh honey I'd love to talk but I just can't take the disgusting smell of other peoples orgasm all over your tongue and the soft walls in that pretty little mouth of yours." His other comes up and grabs a fist full of my hair, pulling it roughly making me throw my head back. I let out a soft moan, my lips apart. "We should clean you out. Make you all fresh again."

My eyes widen as Jasper makes me fall to my knees and drags me to the bath tub. Alec turns on the water and Jasper grabs a bar of soap. Before I know Jasper shoves the soap in my mouth while holding my jaw tightly. He rubs it all over my tongue and teeth before grabbing a handful of water from the bathtub and splashing it in my mouth. I gag from the taste of the soap, feeling like I'm about to throw up.

"If you want to act like a little slut and get yourself dirty, then your gonna be punished by us cleansing you. You fucking reek." He spat with distaste. He unbuttons his shirt and takes it off. I try to escape but Alec is holding my hips firmly, making sure I can't move. I try to push him off but his grip only tightens, causing cracks to form on my hips. I whimper in pain. I feel Jasper pull my long hair back and tie it in a loose bun, some strands falling out.

Jasper grabs another bar of soap and hands it to Alec. My eyes widen when I feel him rub it all over my clit and folds. I close my eyes loving the feeling before he shoves it in me and starts to scrub me hard. I was about to scream when Jasper shoves another bar of soap in my mouth scrubbing. I gag and try to push them away from me, but it was no use.

Venom pools in my eyes. I let my fangs out and bite down hard on Jasper hand. He groans in pain and pulls his hand out with the soap. I push him and Alec off me, about to run but I was too slow. They both pin me to the edge of the bathtub. Jasper grabs my bum and pulls hard, the back of my neck laying over the edge of the bathtub while my back is against the side of it. I whine and try to move again with little bit of hope I have but Alec is sitting on my legs and holding my arms.

Jasper starts splashing water in my mouth causing me to spit it in his face. "Get off me!!" Alec pushing his hand inside me grabbing the soap that was stuck in me. I whimper in pain, a dry sob escaping my throat. Once he gets it out, Jasper let's go of my hair and pulls me into his arms.

"Shhhhh it's okay, baby. It's over now, my love." Jasper says while caressing my bare back. I continue to dry sob and try to push him away but held me tighter. I felt Alec embrace me from behind and place soft kisses on my left temple while Jasper did the same to my right.

"I hate you both so much." I feel them both stiffen a little. "You always hurt me." I whisper in pain. I lean more into Jasper chest. "You wonder why I won't accept your apology and sleep around? It's because you fail me every time. You hurt me and every time I leave, you ask for my forgiveness. What you fail to realise every time is that just because I've forgiven you, doesn't mean I've forgotten. I'm not just gonna forget all you've done. I'm not gonna let the short times you do show me love overtake the times that you hurt me because those times are way longer and often." I pull back from them and sit straight so I'm looking at them both. "I'm not a little girl anymore."

I stand up and walk out of the bathroom. We are in a hotel room, must be where they have been staying. I grab one of their shirts and put it on, it reaching down to my mid thigh. I look back and see them looking at me with pain filled eyes. I walk out of the room and speed to my apartment. I get into the shower and wash my self. After the shower I go to my closet and put on some comfy clothes then put my hair into a messy bun.

I sit on my couch and stare out the floor to ceiling windows and at the beautiful city lights. The stars and full moon shining so bright. I sigh and lay down on my side, letting my thoughts run wild. Will they still work hard for me? What would my life be like right now if I had just forgiven them four years ago? Would I be happy? Was I wrong for sleeping with so many people and allowing them to know and act like I didn't care?

Don't get me wrong I had fun, lots of fun. I still love them though. I mean they are my mates, they are the missing pieces to my life. They are my soul and heart. No matter how much they hurt me, I will always love them and crave to be with them. I still feel pain for rejecting them. Sometimes I will be crying and whimpering for weeks in my apartment, wishing to be in their arms. But I know better. I needed this. If you think about I have been with Jasper my whole life. When I was a baby all the way til I was 5, then I grew up in a boarding school in Paris until I was 16 without him but then I came back. Then I had Alec with me who funny enough was my Jasper and I's enemy for a long time. Now he is my mate as well. These four years allowed me to explore and grow the independence I needed.

I sat up. You know what, fuck it. I've had my fun, now it's time to actually get serious. I get up and run to my closet, putting on my white Nike shoes. I speed to their hotel room and knock on their door. They didn't answer so I kept knocking. The door swings open and I'm met with a heartbreaking sight. A woman is standing in front of me with only a robe on. Her hair is a mess and she reeks of sex. I look to her legs and see they are a little shaky. By the way she has no pulse and her skin is pale, I can tell she is a vampire.

"Hello? How can I help you?"