Only Love Can Hurt Like This

9

A/N this chapter is super long! Grab a snack and settle down. It's also a little bit smutty x

Ava's pov

A couple of weeks had passed since my miscarriage. Both me and Sebastian had distant due to his work schedule. We would see each other at some point in the day in the house but he was either leaving for work or getting in late and going to bed for work the next day which was a big change for us because we were like chalk and cheese - always together.

I spent a lot of my time at the beach reading my book and people watching, there was so many different characters here.

I often found myself thinking about what had happened in the recent weeks and if I would of kept the baby if everything had went smoothly. I don't think I would of mainly because Jake was the dad. He still had no idea that I was pregnant and I want it to stay that way.

The sun beams down burning my skin as I pack up my bag and head back to the house. Sebastian's car is on the drive which I got excited about the thought of us spending some time together.

I enter the house and there's a couple of familiar faces from Sebastian's team wandering around hanging up a couple of outfits on hangers and chatting with Sebastian. I softly smile at Sebastian before heading to the back of the house to give them some space. I go outside slipping off my shorts as to which I had my bikini bottoms on underneath and pulling my tshirt off. I slip into the large pool that was in the backyard cooling down instantly as I lowered myself in.

Soon after Sebastian came outside in some swim shorts and joined me in the pool. He swims over and smiles at me before grabbing the back of my thighs and pulling me into his muscular body, I instanly wrapping my legs around his waist. He holds me up with his large hands cupping my bottom.

I wrap my arms around his neck and place my head on his shoulder relaxing against him.

"Sorry i've been a little distant lately little one, works been so hectic" he hums against my shoulder placing a kiss after he speaks.

"It's ok Seb, I understand. I've enjoyed having some me time just wandering around, people watching and spending most of my days at the beach".

"Listen, I have the premier tonight for the release of Captain America - Winter Soldier. Would you want to come with me as my plus one? My team have brought a couple outfits for you to try if you do want to come".

"You'd want me to come?! that'd be amazing! I've never been to a premier before" I squeal with excitement earing a laugh from Sebastian. We play around in the pool for a while cooling down before heading back inside to have a shower and get ready for the red carpet.

One of Sebastian's stylists came to my room with the outfits they had picked for me. I sat on the bed with a towel around my wet body as they showed me what they had picked. I settled on a black mini dress with long sleeves and feathers on the end. We paired it heavily with jewellery and a stunning pair of YSL heels. We kept my long blonde hair basic with a little curl and focused heavily on the eye make up keeping everything else simple.

Sebastian knocked on the door and I opened it, he looks me up and down in awe before grinning.

"Wow, Ava. You look stunning!"

I bush at the compliment.

"You don't look too bad yourself mr Stan". I sort Sebastian's tie, I feel his eyes watch me as he plants his hands on my waist. Even with heels on I still have to look up at him. We both locked eyes and it felt like the whole world stopped. I stared into his blue eyes wrapping my arms around his neck, he pulls me closer and our lips are inches apart.

"Sebastian that's the car outside...".

I pull away and blush before smiling at Sebastian's agent who's stood behind him. I can't help but think if we hadn't of been interrupted would he of kissed me?

We get into the car making our way to the premier, Sebastian held my hand the whole way. As the car pulled up Sebastian got out first and was met by a roar of screaming fans. He held his hand out helping me out the car as we make our way to the red carpet, Sebastian's arm was draped around my waist. He waved at the adoring fans at the other side of the barriers before we stopped for paparazzi photos.

"Eyyyy Seb!". We hear a voice coming from our right, it was Chris Evans. My heart thumped in my chest he was tall, dark and handsome any girls dream especially in the Captain America outfit. Sebastian greets Chris with a bear hug before he wraps his arm back around me and introduces me to Chris.

"Ava, this is Chris. Chris, this is Ava". Chris pulls me towards him placing his large hand on the base of my back, he gives me a tight hug, we speak for a couple of minutes before Chris is ushered away by his team.

We make our way into the theatre and settle down to watch the movie. After the movie is finished we head towards Chris' mansion in the Hollywood hills for the afterparty. We make our way in before grabbing some drinks. Sebastian is stood talking to his co-stars and I feel a large hand snake it's way around my waist.

I turn round to be greeted by Chris who's stood behind me.

"Hey Ava, can we sneak out for a minute?". I nod as we make our way out of the large room and down the hallway. Chris takes my hand guiding me into one of the bedrooms and I sit down on the superking bed next to him.

"I just wanted a little time alone with you, away from the crowd."

"It was getting a little loud in there anyway, congrats on the movie. You done a great job".

"Thank you, do you want a drink?" Chris nods to the mini bar at the other side of the room.

"Sure, i'll have a Vodka and Coke please".

Chris gets us a couple of drinks before heading back to me, we sit chatting for a while and i'm surprised nobody from Chris team has burst into the room looking for him yet.

We get up heading back to the party, I stumble as I stand and Chris grabs my waist helping me balance.

"Think that Vodka's went straight to my head" I giggle looking up at Chris.

He pulls me closer to him and his lips crash onto mine. I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him in deepening the kiss. He guids me back to the bed, his lips never leaving mine as he lays me down on the bed climbing on top of me. His lips find my neck and starts his assault whilst his hand trails up my thigh pushing my dress up and linking his fingers into my thong. He looks at me for approval and I nod, I can't speak all I can do it moan his name as he pushes his fingers into me. He pumps his hand in and out a few times before pulling away and standing up.

I look at him confused.

"I better lock the door before we go any further".

I bite my lip watching him lock the door, take off his suit jacket and roll his sleeves up as he makes his way back to me.