𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧 & 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 [𝐈𝐰𝐚𝐎𝐢; 𝐇𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐒𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐀𝐔]

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A/N: Okay, because of this chapter, I have WAYYY more angst ideas, so the story will last a bit longer. Also, I'm not sorry for this SakuAtsu angst :)

[ O i k a w a ]

Walking with Iwaizumi inside the house, I sigh and back up against the door, closing it. Grabbing my phone upon hearing it ring, I check the collar ID and answer. "Hey 'Tsumu-"

"Kawa!" Atsumu cries out, full-on sobbing.

"...Why are you crying?" I ask nervously, pushing myself off the door and glancing at Iwaizumi.

"I was walking in the street...! A car was coming and Omi fucking p-pushed me out of the damn way!" He cries loudly into the phone, obviously hyperventilating. "He fucking said I love you to me before the car hit him! IT HIT HIM!" At this, I slap a hand over my mouth, tears welling in my eyes.

"W-Where are you at?" I mumble, Iwaizumi staring at me worriedly. "'Tsumu? ATSUMU!" I shout, trying to gain back his attention.

"I- W-We're at xxxx hospital... H-He's in critical condition! Police are searching for the d-driver who hit him and drove off! What if he's dying?! HE CAN'T LEAVE ME, KAWA! HE CAN'T- HE PROMISED TO MARRY ME SOMEDAY!" He shouts, breathing quickly and heavily. Making a follow gesture, I rush outside and to my car where both Iwaizumi and I slide into my BMW.

Putting the phone on speaker, I set it on the dashboard and exhale a shaky sigh. "I-It's going to be okay, 'Tsumu! Have you called anyone else?" I ask as calmly as I can.

"N-No... He's going to die, Kawa! I can fucking feel it!"

"He's not going to die, Atsumu! Don't think so negatively! I know it seems impossible, but don't think about the negative outcomes! Iwa, text the group chat and let everyone know that Sakusa is in the hospital." I demand, the man looking at me in a confused manner before pulling out his phone. "He got hit by a car... Pushing Atsumu out of the way..." I add quietly so as to not upset Atsumu any more than he already is.

"Fuck..." Iwaizumi says quietly, tears welling in his own eyes. He quickly messages the group chat before putting his phone away.

"He told me that he loved me before the car struck... The person kept driving. THEY FUCKING KEPT DRIVING! Some bystanders took off after him so they didn't lose the motherfucker! I- I'm having a panic attack, Kawa! I don't k-know how-"

"Breathe... 'Tsumu, breathe... Iwa, contact my parents, please. Atsumu needs all the comfort and reassurance he can get." I say softly, wiping away the tears from my eyes. My parents have always talked about how much they like Atsumu, so I'm sure they'll be here for him. "Where were you when this happened?" I ask, sniffling which prompts Iwaizumi to place a comforting hand on my shoulder as I drive a little faster than the speed limit.

"We were on that busy ass street... I was crossing the road first and... That idiot didn't see the red light... O-Omi saw this and he... Pushed me out of the way... It should have been me..! IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!" He sobs, my heart breaking at how broken and lost he sounds.

More tears well in my eyes, causing me to wipe them away every few seconds. The light in front of us turns yellow but I press on the gas and accelerate forward. "Careful Kawa!" Iwaizumi demands.

"Atsumu, one of you was going to get hit either way! If he didn't push you out of the way, you'd be the one suffering, and if he was in your position, you would have pushed him out of the way! It was bound to happen!" I shout, my vision becoming blurry.

"I-... I'm sorry... I just love him too much to lose him, if he dies, I'll probably-"

"NO! HE'D WANT YOU TO LIVE ON, ATSUMU! SO SHUT YOUR DAMN MOUTH!"