𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧 & 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 [𝐈𝐰𝐚𝐎𝐢; 𝐇𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐒𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐀𝐔]

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[ I w a i z u m i ]

"Hey... Doctors are saying it's not looking good for him. They say that it'll take a miracle for him to wake up at this point." Hiroto says, his voice breaking as Tamiko and Kaede cry into each other's shoulders. Looking over at Tooru, I stand up and walk over, grabbing his hand and intertwining our fingers. He looks so beautiful even in a state like this...

The three look over at me as I bring his hand up and press his knuckles to my forehead. A week has passed... So it's been 3 weeks. His condition is just getting worse... He's been put on life support, and now his family are considering pulling the plug.

"I won't let you," I mumble, shaking my head. Hiroto walks over and pulls me into him as heavy tears stream down my face nonstop. "I WON'T FUCKING LET YOU!" I shout, sliding to the ground while sobbing.

Some of my friends walk in, stunned to see the scene unfolding in front of them. Kenma's eyes widen in shock as he looks from me to Tooru. He lets out a soft sob, clinging onto Kuroo as the rest of them cry silently, realizing what I'm breaking down over.

"I WON'T LET YOU!" I cry out, punching at Hiroto weakly. "I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH TO LET HIM GO!"

"You have to, Hajime... You have to let him stop hurting. It will take a miracle for him to wake up... But the doctors don't see it happening." He says, sobbing silently.

There is so much pain and sadness in this room, it's intoxicating. My friends have never seen me like this, they've never seen me love someone like this before. It hurts, it fucking hurts. I can't let go of him, I refuse to let him go!

I shake my head violently, screaming the word no, over and over and over again. "Hajime! Listen to me!" Kaede demands, sitting in front of me and grabbing my face. "He's not going to wake up! You have to come to terms with that!" She says as I start hyperventilating. "I know you love him! But you have to do the right thing so he doesn't suffer any longer!"

I cry harder, the woman pulling me into her. Tamiko cries silently, chewing on her nails while staring out the window.

"Just go... I want time alone with him..." I mumble with my back pressed against the bed. They nod and walk away with heavy tears streaming down their faces. Standing up, I grab Tooru's hand and squeeze it gently. "Love, please... Come back to us... to me. I can't fucking live like this! It hurts! I love you okay?" I say, grabbing his face. "Please, please, please... Come back." I beg, pressing my forehead on his chest.

Getting no reaction, my legs nearly give out. I cry harder, the others looking inside from out of the room. "You dumbass... Why did you have to storm out like you did..? If you didn't, this wouldn't have fucking happened! I wouldn't have to let go! I wouldn't be a mess right now and you'd still be awake! But you were selfish and foolish, and that ended up with you getting severely hurt! Why... why are you doing this to me? Huh? Is it fun to make me feel like this?! If it is, you're fucked up, Tooru! Fucked up!"

Pulling away, I kiss all over his face. After calming down, I shake my head before bending down and kissing him on the lips. "I will always love you babykawa... I'll meet with you soon," I say, my chin quivering as I turn around and walk out of the room.

Nurses walk inside and do the necessary things to pull the plug. My friends all hug me tightly, their faces wet from the tears. Atsumu is going to have a field day when he finds out...

He's going to go insane. First, his Omi got hurt... But then his best friend died.

Hearing a beeping in the room, I start hyperventilating and clutch my shirt tightly, falling to my knees.