forced to be loved (nph)

Confused

"It's been a long time." Qi Peibai watched them together and then separated, and when he opened the door, he smiled slightly, which was definitely not a mocking smile, but full of affection and tenderness.
"Yeah, a super long time." Shen Yan paused for a while, and immediately echoed.
But after saying this, he didn't know what to say, so he fell silent again.
They had already entered the house, Qi Peibai asked her to sit on the sofa first, and he went to tidy up the house.
"I just found out." He said so, and found a blanket to cover Shen Yan's legs, which also covered the remaining traces.
Naturally, this room is not as big as a villa, but one floor is enough for a young man. The living room does not have a coffee table and TV like many people, but a computer on a table. Many green plants are closely intertwined.
There are no flowers.
The colors are all very elegant.
Qi Peibai came out and saw her staring blankly at a place. He sighed secretly and put his hand on her shoulder gently, but he was polite and restrained, and would never make people afraid. In fact, before It doesn't have to be like this, they are not so unfamiliar with each other, but seeing a girl who
is so proud and self-willed suddenly become reticent... Restraint is still too sad.
However, neither is good.
Excessive suppression will only make people distorted.
"You never have to," he said softly.
"Remember the time when the three of us climbed the wall together, but you gave me a slap in the face, and I didn't say anything."
He talked easily. It was in the second year of high school, and they were already in the same class at that time. , but Shen Yan and Gong Ze were not together, that was later.
The rules of the school are very strange. The holiday time of senior one, sophomore and senior three is different. Unless senior three is on holiday, only the front door is open, but walking out the back door of the school can save 20 minutes, and the school is not open, so three Personally, we climbed the wall together and planned to go to the Internet cafe.
The two boys passed by as soon as they turned it over. Shen Yan had to throw the schoolbag first. It was full of books and books. Qi Peibai was there to pick it up. As a result, the iron fence of the school was covered with dust. His face was covered in dirt.
The face of such a beautiful and clean boy was covered with dust, and a dry yellow leaf was floating on his head.
It's actually quite funny, but also a little bit cute.
...actually a lot.
Shen Yan gave a pack of paper that he brought, but couldn't help laughing, and Gong Ze laughed louder than her, Qi Peibai was helpless, pretended to hit her, but in fact touched her shoulder a few times. Shen Yan didn't even feel the pain in his arm, so he couldn't help but laugh.
very gentle.
very warm.
Really clean and clear.
Shen Yan remembered what he said, and forced a smile.
Too bad it was too short.
It's not so much that I feel happy, but it's more to make Qi Peibai see that his embarrassing things have an effect.
She felt... very embarrassed, and there were many emotions that she couldn't express.
After being with Xie Jingming, Shen Yan gradually faded away from Gong Ze, and their mutual friend, Qi Peibai, grew up with Gong Ze...
So there is no need for Qi Peibai to choose, Shen Yan just Automatically help him make a choice.
It was not ruled out that Shen Yan was unwilling to see herself being abandoned, and it was not ruled out that she was indeed apologetic at that time.
But the truth is, she made that choice first.
This is beyond doubt.
Later, Shen Yan hardly saw Qi Peibai.
He understood what Shen Yan meant, and then automatically...withdrew her entire life.
I don't know why, but at that time, seeing his appearance, Shen Yan felt more guilty and sadder than when he saw Gong Ze.
She herself doesn't understand why.
Still don't understand.

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