forced to be loved (nph)

Let's end up with some decent

The phone screen went dark and bright, over and over again, seemingly endlessly.
Xie Yizhen put it aside because he didn't want to see it, but was annoyed, so he picked up the phone and pressed the answer button. "Uncle." The voice on the other side was gentle, respectful, and had uncontrollable expectations. It sounded like a good-tempered young man.
"I told you, don't call me." Xie Yizhen put the thin quilt on Shen Yan's body and stared at her face. The woman's once red lips were bleak after blood loss. A child, indulged in self-will before giving birth, was severely damaged, and it will not be recovered within a period of time. He sighed softly in his heart, which is more important between personal wishes and physical injuries. If these things didn't happen, even if Shen Yan was reluctant, he would not tacitly watch the woman catch a cold outside bathing for seven months. It's an idiot who can't find happiness for himself, how can he keep her in a warm and comfortable place, away from danger. However, based on the same idea, she was already unhappy to this point, and suppressing her mood would only make it worse. He remembered the smile that Shen Yan had before falling asleep, no matter what he thought, he was always happier than before.
"Is it wrong to want to see my wife? You don't want to tell me where you are, why bother to find a lot of people to watch me and give me unfinished work, as if I am some wicked criminal who must use this Or, you don't want me to meet her?" The person on the other end of the phone, Xie Jingming had long anticipated this, and he didn't even change his tone, and still made his request gently.
"Wife?"
Xie Yizhen smiled, and the laughter was not concealed at all. He stood far from the bed and looked at the sky outside the window. There, the bright moon hung in the sky, and the stars surrounded it with bright brilliance. , the night is beautiful, he didn't want to spoil his mood, "Don't say such ridiculous words, it's useless even if you ask me. However, you can go home and see more recently, from now on, study hard to pose to your children. A good father is better than..." The
phone was pulled from behind. Ⓕùsℎùταńℊ.ⅭοⅯ (fushutang.com)
Xie Yizhen's voice stopped abruptly, he looked at the woman who woke up from the bed unconsciously with subtle eyes, she quietly and unknowingly stood behind him, and decisively took the call tool. And the other party is... His presumptuous smile has cooled down, he really shouldn't be calling here. Xie Yizhen, has no interest in being the glue between a husband and wife. If you don't put more fuel on the fire, there is no chance. It's not because you are virtuous enough to sacrifice yourself. He believed that their marriage was the greatest good and regretful thing he had done in his life, so he often woke up in the middle of the night and looked at the moon and the distance alone.
Xie Jingming was the exact opposite of him. He first heard the voice on the other side disappear suddenly, and then looked at the phone. The other party didn't press the reject button. Then, why did he suddenly stop talking?
He thought of a possibility, and his heart beat wildly, as if standing in hunger and being slapped with delicious honey, even the taste of his breath was sweet, which could make people drunk in the flowers, "One by one, it's you I miss you so much, I've been wanting to see you since I woke up from the hospital." He called his wife's nickname intimately, and the gentle gesture he habitually assumed was only his sincere heart for his wife. He really loves her, and only loves her alone. Anyone can see that, whether he betrays his friendship with Gong Ze willingly in his student days, is Shen Yan's secret lover, and endures the strangeness of others looking at him. Eyes; whether it is still unclear whether Shen Yan and Gong Zewei break up after a formal relationship, all of which require extraordinary minds and courage.
It's a pity that Shen Yan didn't accept his gentleness like in the past. She was annoyed and asked bluntly, "Did Xie Yi really send it to you?"
"Yes, it-" Xie Jingming was full of joy, and His wife was gone for a long time, and many things happened in the meantime. He will always remember the surprise of not being able to wait for his wife for a long time after waking up from the hospital bed, nor the sadness when his wife was abducted. She didn't want to say more, she didn't want to say a word, "I know this is enough, in the future you... see if it is your child. If it is, just like Xie Yizhen said to be a good father, take care of it more. If it is not me And your child, you are also sure to send it to someone else."
"What does this mean?" Xie Jingming's voice was as calm as possible, but his pupils were darkened. He sensed some kind of unpleasant aura from the woman's refusal to communicate.
In Shen Yan's words and deeds, there was neither the tenderness towards her long-lost husband, nor the grief of the rescued woman who wanted to express her suffering. She is very indifferent. She treats herself as well as others. However, Xie Jingming has almost never felt her indifference and uncertainty. In the past, Shen Yan, his wife, just snuggled in his arms. Feel his love quietly and try to give him the same emotion. Yes, Shen Yan had never been as serious and profound as he loved her. The only two manifestations of her love was that she never cheated after marriage, and she began to learn to reject men's courteous and flattering.
In the final analysis, beauty will never be short of people to pursue. She has the heart to refuse, and remembers that she still has a home and will go home, which is already very satisfying.
"We've been together for so long, we've been happy for so long... I'll let you continue to be happy, trust me." Xie Jingming's tone was no longer calm, almost pleading. It wasn't that he was too sensitive to make trouble, but that he understood himself The wife is more than anything else. They have been together for several years. They have grown from young boys and girls who are still young to adults who can be trusted just by their appearance. They can get a lot of information from each other's language and tone of voice. , In the few words Shen Yan said to him, he talked about the child, but never talked about herself. This is not because a woman is too inferior, treats her family as everything in her life, and puts her husband and children in front of her without reluctance. Shen Yan will never be able to do that. She loves herself, and she may love others too, but others are not. How could the status in her heart be compared to her own. So, she didn't say her own reasons...
"Jingming, let's end it decently." Shen Yan said lightly, "In the past marriage, you were a good husband, right?"
"The result of a good husband is being abandoned?" Xie Jingming was about to laugh out of anger, "Is it... those things, I don't care, really, as long as you are better than everything by my side, we can reshape our memories again. , be happy again." Xie Jingming was really sincere, but it made the woman even more irritable, "You really... the last thing you still refuse to go with me." Her tone was very light, and the words were already serious. , "We've never quarreled, and I don't want to quarrel with you either. That's the same sentence. It's better to end in a decent way. It's better to get together and disperse than everything else."
"One by one." He still didn't want to give up.
"Don't call me that!" Shen Yan clenched her phone angrily, and was forced to see a lot of scenes in her mind of others leaning over and kissing after calling her affectionately, or pretending to be a gentleman on the surface, or treating her in the first place Indulge in love... She doesn't care much about chaste people, and women only have vaginal flaps and no hymen. From this point of view, as long as you are happy, there is no difference in results between being single and being with many people. But what if the reasons for being together in the first place were wrong?
"You're starting to resent me even calling you by your nickname?" Xie Jingming really didn't expect her to dislike him to such an extent. Abruptly and resolutely, he was left in agony and torture.
"You think too much, and I hate it when people call me."
Shen Yan raised his eyes and glanced at Xie Yizhen. He didn't leave, and stared at her quietly. The warmth contained in it made her want to contempt sneer. Heavenly Man? When Shen Yan noticed his desire, it was no longer. She used to think that it was because she was naive and young at the time, and she was intimidated by his attitude when they first met. The person who has obtained the brand name, appearance, background, bearing, wealth... There is no shortage of one, and it is rare that although there is no mistress and lover, he appears more happy, unrestrained, and even happy. Even if she was free to split between Gong Ze and Xie Jingming, she would linger day and night when she saw Xie Yizhen. She felt resentment and jealousy, and felt that it was inappropriate to hate innocent people, and finally she sincerely admired it. .
Of course, Xie Yizhen's godhead has not fallen, just like his face is still tempting but not tempting, and this is just the capital he has nothing to talk about. Before he, or the entire Xie family may be destroyed, he will always be Keep this calm attitude. But in the final analysis, once a woman is to a man, and a man is to a woman, once they perceive the advantages of controlling each other, they will never give birth to respect and awe, and even love is often mixed with domination and control.
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