forced to be loved (nph)

The three who gradually recovered

No matter how Mr. Moon tried to use his bright mind to try to hear a name that he had never heard before, Shen Yan had already left the door quickly.
immediately.
When he reached an alley, he stopped.
Turn slightly.
"Look, it doesn't matter, right?" She smiled lightly, holding the book behind her back, smiling at the elegant man who came out with her.
It is Qi Peibai.
He was very worried, thinking that it was not safe for netizens to meet, and he must accompany him.
So, come together.
Shen Yan really didn't think it was necessary. In such a bright and crowded place, she wasn't a little girl who would follow the bad guys obediently, so could she still be deceived?
But since it can't be avoided, there is nothing unacceptable.
Qi Peibai looked at her, and slowly stretched out her fingers, as if she was about to touch her face, Shen Yan subconsciously retreated slightly, she quickly stood up straight as if nothing had happened, and even pretended to let them The distance between them is closer.
"Gong Ze is calling." His fingers were not placed on Shen Yan's head or face, and a pure white phone appeared between his long and graceful fingers.
"Oh." Shen Yan answered vaguely and quickly answered. She has no habit of carrying a mobile phone. She uses a watch to check the time, and uses a computer to send messages. However, Gong Ze likes to make calls, and Shen Yan does not carry a mobile phone. , he simply called Qi Peibai, so Shen Yan couldn't find an excuse not to answer the phone, and it was more convenient to contact him.
"Are you still busy?" Gong Ze's voice came from the opposite side.
"Not busy." Shen Yan didn't intend to tell him what he was doing, and answered quickly.
The next step is whether to eat or not. After doing these questions today, it seems nothing, but it seems very cumbersome to ask everything in detail. He asked too carefully.
Shen Yan was actually disgusted by this, Gong Ze's desire for control was too strong.
The reason they broke up before was because Gong Ze looked too close to her. When they were together, they would get tired of being together every day. If they were not together, Qi Peibai or others would stare at her.
The police don't have to do this when looking at prisoners, not to mention that it is calculated by every hour, every month, every month, and they have been together for four years.
This caused Shen Yan's rebellious mentality to increase sharply, saying something immoral. When Shen Yan cheated on her back then, she hoped that Gong Ze would recognize exactly what kind of bad person she was, and then break up as soon as possible.
It doesn't matter if you scold her or beat her. Shen Yan really made this preparation.
As long as it's over quickly.
In fact, they are not suitable to be together at all. Gong Ze should find someone who will worship him and love him wholeheartedly, so that the two of them may be very happy.
And Shen Yan will only love himself wholeheartedly.
There are also reasons for being with Xie Jingming. On the one hand, Shen Yan really thinks that he is good, and he feels that he likes him, even loves him; on the other hand, even if Shen Yan really loves Xie Jingming, It doesn't matter what, feelings will never affect her decision, it's the ex-boyfriend who can solve the trouble through this matter.
Xie Jingming looked more normal than others.
Of course, the reason for doing things is not to do things, but to use them to achieve a certain purpose. Someone once, that is, her first life mentor in the true sense, criticized Shen Yan for this point, thinking that doing things is doing things, setting a goal and moving forward It's enough to walk in the past, always wanting one thing to achieve two goals, but it will lead to the failure of the desired results.
It's not that Shen Yan doesn't know this truth, but he also understands that this is a true and truthful saying, absolutely sincere. But since ancient times, saying and doing are two different things, and people are more accustomed to obeying the side that can easily benefit.
The experience of benefiting is often obtained from life. From a very young age, she has been keenly aware that her parents treat her brother Shen Zhen better, not only those expensive things, but also that every little thing in life will make Shen Zhen better. Zhen Xian is the priority. It stands to reason that she is a girl and a sister. Generally, it is the older child who leaves the younger one. Shen Yan doesn't want the privilege to make her parents treat her better than her brother, but there is no fairness.
She'd be really troubled at first.
However, when she beat the snake and beat the seven inches, her parents in turn threatened her with smiles and soft words that she would not go to high school. Shen Yan resolutely persuaded her. Although she was young, she also keenly knew that her parents must It must be a good thing for my brother to get.
If going to school is bad, then Shen Zhen will not use it in the first place, this is her most direct thought.
Then she further found that it is easier to please her elder brother than to please her parents directly, so she just used it that way, and didn't care about disguising herself as an idol of her elder brother, planning to help her brother without thinking in the future.
But at that time, Shen Yan was only thirteen or fourteen years old, and he didn't even have the ability to support himself. Doing things he knew should not be done, or playing with his wrists, could be called helpless. Now that she's completely an adult woman, why is she still doing this?
Shen Yan hated himself like this.
She gloomily returned the phone to Qi Peibai, without a trace of smile on her face.
Just like in the past, no matter how unhappy he was, Shen Yan still had no intention of mentioning it to Qi Peibai.
After all, she still understands the truth of being close to each other. Shen Yan doesn't think that she is more important than the brotherhood of Gong Ze and Qi Peibai for more than 20 years, and she does not intend to bet on herself.
She wanted to force herself to put a smile on her face, but she couldn't, so she grabbed the book in her hand and walked away quickly.
Qi Peibai stood there and looked at her figure. There seemed to be an unknown meaning in his clean pupils. He shook his head and took a few strides before catching up.
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