forced to be loved (nph)

Thinking about the situation

Still not important enough.
This is true for Qi Peibai, and it is also true for her.
That's why he was so firm and determined, without hesitation and without any hesitation.
The slender and white legs probed into the pool little by little, the waist followed and slipped, and the long hair floated along the buoyancy of the water, entangled in the neck and cheeks intimately, not like a lover's room The kiss is more like the murderous intention of the enemy, which can twist off the slender and white neck at any time.
The water is not cold, but a bit close to hot, and the warm liquid makes those marks on the skin even more painful.
But Shen Yan was not afraid, or rather, not so afraid.
She looked at her hand in the water, still so tender and warm, it looked no different from when she was in high school.
No, it should be better than that time, after all, her high school life was different from now.
She has changed a lot.
But Qi Peibai seemed to have never changed.
Shen Yan actually envied him, even a little jealous.
Parents who love each other will love their children; an only child, who cannot give preference to sons and daughters or favor one person; family atmosphere is open, parents are easy-going, and know how to respect children's opinions; wealthy family can do what they like without being restricted; personal Talented and intelligent, you can easily do the work you like and have enough education.
She can still try her best to make up for the gap from birth, but the family has already been fixed there and cannot be surpassed.
Obviously, she has also obtained social status, education and money that she would never have thought of when she was a student, but a family is a family.
In fact, because it is her own family of origin, Shen Yan finds it a bit funny. Her parents live in the most gender-equal place in the country, and they play the role of teachers. They work in a city full of vitality. Patriarchal over women?
If so, why should she be born, and not in a poor and backward area, so that she looks at the people around her and is brainwashed by such thoughts, maybe she will be more supportive than her parents.
In fact, Shen Yan saw that there was only one child in the family of his friends. Both boys and girls were the treasures of their parents. Even in a family with many children, the wealth and resources could not be shared equally, so it would be fairer.
Shen Yan envied them very much because they knew from birth that their parents loved them.
But even if Shen Yan is in this situation now, even if he asks for help from his former friends, he will not report a glimmer of hope to his parents.
Their kindness to her was based on the fact that her brother Shen Zhen liked her, and Shen Zhen, who had been sent out by her long ago, was dead.
She knew she couldn't rely on them.
Sometimes, Shen Yan even hated this kind of rationality, and firmly believed that it was because of the fact that she received too much love from her peers and too little love from her elders, that she would be so self-indulgent. The distorted character of rational reality.
She herself felt strange, a huge contradiction.
However, there is no need to worry about these anymore, Shen Yan knew that she had already given up everything she had ever gotten.
with that fire.
Whether Xie Shanbai and Xie Chunfeng have something to do or nothing, whether they die or not, the Xie family is destined not to let her go easily.
After all, there is Xie Yizhen.
He is not a kind person, let alone something simple.
Shen Yan knew clearly, not to mention that Shen Yan had only been a subordinate to Xie Yizhen for about a year, even if it was ten or twenty years, the subordinate would still be a subordinate, and would never catch up with the flesh and blood relatives.
As for the marriage with Xie Jingming, should Xie Yizhen be regarded as a member of the Xie family, valued, and protected? If this is the case, she doesn't even need to put the fire on, she just needs to get off work with peace of mind and stay with her when she gets off work. Xie Jingming can take care of him by his side.
Of course, she could use the power of Gong Ze and Qi Peibai, and she could stay by their side for a day or two... But as a friend or a lover, the only thing she couldn't play was the role of the clinger.

She must plan a new future for herself.
Ask for collection, ask for beads (*＾ワ＾*)
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