forced to be loved (nph)

night rain

Now that Shen Yan has decided, with her character, she must make it happen as soon as possible no matter what. I have no choice but to have a firm will, but my body is weak and powerless.
What's more...
"Are you here to visit the patient?" Shen Yan looked at Cheng Simian, who appeared out of nowhere, in amazement. The man was in high spirits, and she directly refused, "I don't need so many things." This is It's a small house, but what he brought will fill half of the house, and, "I'll be leaving here soon."
"When will I leave?" Cheng Simian sat near Shen Yan, his posture restrained, and his eyes fixed her on her. faces are reflected in it.
It 's so weird...
Shen Yan didn't want to turn his face so quickly, but Cheng Simian's eyes made her heart flutter. Not aggressive, but very serious, it seems that she is too...like.
She turned her face sideways, "Do you want to know this too?"
"Well, tell me."
"No."
"Why?"
"I..." Her eyelashes fluttered, and she glanced at the man, taking a full view of his face. , This person is actually very good-looking. Although he does not fully inherit the appearance of his mother, he has taken the advantages of his blood father and mother. He is handsome but not rough. If you look closely, you can also be called delicate. Unfortunately, "I don't want to see you."
"Because of Mingyue, I didn't watch him?"
"Not all." Shen Yan shook his head, "I don't like you, I was gentle with you before and just wanted to use it." His tone was frank, as if he was doing extremely pure things. Of course, Fighting for her own rights and interests is true for herself.
"Then do you like someone else?"
"Eh? This kind of question is really boring." Shen Yan was amused, why did every man who was rejected by her have to ask it once, she straightened her body and raised her chin, with an arrogant attitude that Cheng Simian had never seen before. In his past memories, women were either gentle and tender or pretending to be calm in the face of the fear that she might be killed, but it was never this gesture.
"No, it's impossible." She said calmly, Shen Yan was not an affectionate person, and life was so ups and downs, trapped in the hands of others, helped and rescued, and the precious fresh air after that was plain and true And a good life is more deeply moving than any emotion.
"I see." There was no anger on Cheng Simian's face, the blue eyes swept across her face, not sullen, but rather solemn.
Shen Yan smiled slightly and stretched out his hand to signal him to leave, "Please?"
Cheng Simian stood still, not moving. This man is much taller than Shen Yan. His abdominal muscles are hidden under his clothes, but he can still see a little bit. It is better for him to be farther away from Shen Yan. Feeling very unhappy. Shen Yan raised his eyebrows slightly because of this, was his tone not serious enough, or was he too polite, not showing indifference and boredom. Just as she was about to speak, she was interrupted by Cheng Simian, "It doesn't matter." Without explaining what it was, she strode away gracefully.
...so annoying.
......What's the meaning?
Putting his fingertips on the soft single sofa, the old-fashioned TV seemed to be broken. Black and white snowflakes occupied the entire screen, making some annoying noises. Shen Yan smashed it hard, and the picture changed. Resurfaced, she silently watched the show on TV, so exhausted that she fell asleep. The footsteps were soft. Someone approached her and put the quilt on her body. From the chin to the ankle, the whole body was covered with warmth, but it seemed a little hot. She woke up from the dream, a little weak sweat on her forehead, and a little bit of sweat on her cheeks. Because the nourishment of the diet is a bit crimson recently, like a blooming peony, delicate but atmospheric.
"Xie Yizhen?" The voice was vague, without even opening his eyes, he accurately grabbed the man's hand.
"Yeah." He responded, and the woman's soft fingers grabbed his. Apart from the kisses and hugs he used to do, this was actually a rare gesture of intimacy, so even though he bent down, he didn't really want her open. It's really...a bit ridiculous and sad, how could you be willing to go to this point, why not get angry after being willing to go to this point.
"Can you accompany me?" The fingers kept pulling him on purpose, as if they were very concerned, making people unwilling to let go even if they were uncomfortable. Is it anger? Shen Yan thought it was nothing, it was just a small punishment that didn't count as revenge.
"Yeah." Xie Yizhen's beautiful eyes swept across her face. His face didn't look like a man who had already grown up. Instead, he was as light as a fairy, making people unable to see his mood and refused to refuse. He maintained a difficult posture for a while.
Until Shen Yan was willing to let go.
He boiled a new soup, very fresh, milky white with a hazy mist, and it looked beautiful. Shen Yan picked up the spoon and drank it little by little. His lips were made soft and rosy by the warm air, and his thick black eyelashes hung down gently, like a well-behaved doll. The women are beautiful, the men are super handsome, and they make an ordinary night look like a dinner for the protagonist in a movie. Simple actions can make people memorable. It's a pity that life is not like a movie, and what they are facing is not a mid-life crisis, cheating, betrayal and other popular topics, it is more complicated, so that the two people sitting at the same table are not even husband and wife, but they are involved in The same wind and rain.
The rain is rustling.
Plants and trees swayed their green limbs, growing in the moistness of the night rain.
Shen Yan was standing in front of a window, and the cold night rain hit the window bit by bit. Under the warm yellow light, her eyes were full of eyes, as if she was holding a stream of autumn water, to observe the traces of the rain.
Xie Yizhen called her from behind, "Go to bed earlier."
"It's been a long time since I slept, and I don't want to sleep. Go and rest." She didn't look back, and yawned lazily. I'm so tired, so sleepy, how come I'm sleepy again not long after I wake up, I've never been so tired and tired before, when will I be able to recover to the past?
I really don't understand.
"It's getting cold, wear more clothes." Xie Yi really wanted to put clothes on her, but the woman held his hand instead, two slender white hands intertwined, accompanied by various emotions, burning softly His heart, "You've become so strange."
"What's so strange?" Heart beating? Indeed, unlike in the past, he was trying his best to restrain himself.
"I'm too concerned about me, I'm a little uncomfortable." Shen Yan looked at him, his voice was gentle and ruthless, "Like an aunt."
"Oh." The faint ripples in his heart were calmly extinguished, and Xie Yi's face was expressionless, which was not surprising. Sometimes Shen Yan is very smart and can immediately understand other people's intentions; sometimes he goes too far, knowing that he is deliberately teasing, always putting on an unconscious villain attitude. When I saw her beside Jing Ming in the past, she was already like this, deliberately playing stupid to play with others, if others wanted to be angry with her, they would be surprised to ask him what happened, she was born beautiful, and made people humiliated They all faltered, unable to get angry with her. Yi Zhen is very clear about these. But when we met again, the emotions that had been suppressed for several years drowned out his reason in an instant. He was distressed and full of love. He felt that she was pitiful and cute, and needed someone to comfort and take care of her all the time. He could not ignore her for a second, and he temporarily forgot her past. hateful.
"Let's go back to China in a few days." Shen Yan was thinking of something else, she looked at Xie Yizhen, "I want to solve it quickly."
"Jing Ming will not be willing." Xie Yizhen affirmed.
Shen Yan shook his head gently, as if there were thousands of thoughts in his soft eyes.
--