forced to be loved (nph)

without him

"You're trembling."
After a few minutes, Shen Yan suddenly said these words, and there was no doubt that she was talking about the man who was kissing her at this time.
"What?" The man who was addicted to the warmth of skin-to-skin contact and the first pleasure in his life thought unexpectedly slow.
"Your body... um..." Shen Yan gasped, his white palms down to touch the man's hot chest, and when he heard the man's heartbeat clearly, he could also feel his... slight tremor.
"What kind of disease are you...?" She asked a question, a little regretting her sexuality at this time, frowning, and trying to get away from the man who had just reached a good deal.
"Boom..." The
woman pretended to have nothing to do and moved her waist, trying to make the narrow acupoint quickly detach from the man's hard genitals, making a soft sound, and then being caught by the man who was sensitive and found in time, pinched her waist and rubbed it. After a few times of the hole full of transparent cum, he pushed it in again, and his genitals patiently stretched out the layers of folds inside and stuffed the inside full.
"I'm not sick!" Cheng Simian said solemnly, he didn't want to take this inexplicable crime.
"Then why are you shaking so much?" Shen Yan was a little distrustful.
"Because..." Scared.
Also because of the... attack.
Only then did Cheng Simian notice his trembling, which was the anxiety inside his body, telling him to both want to violate her and run away from her.
Fear...fear...when will this cowardly emotion go away from me.
Cheng Simian's expression was a bit complicated. In the dream... there was obviously no problem.
But now... He straightened his waist and pushed in heavily, almost smashing his slippery cervix open, making Shen Yan a little terrified.
So terrifying... Just thinking about it makes her scalp go numb, but at the same time, the pleasure is so strong that she spurts some slippery water from her lower body, and her clear eyes seem to be covered with a white mist-like veil.
"Ah..." Her soft body pressed against the man's chest, reaching out and hitting him, "You should be lighter, the top is too deep." She was very restrained just now, her movements were slow and patient.
She felt increasingly strange, "You are taking revenge on me because I said you are sick?"
"No, this is not revenge."
Cheng Simian couldn't explain to her how much he hated that emotion, but in short, " I have regular physical examinations, exercise on time every day, and have never interacted with anyone, so you don't have to think too much."
Shen Yan bit her lip and looked at him with a weak and inoffensive look, "Really?"
Cheng Si Reluctantly covered her eyes with his palms, "Really, I can give you a medical report, so let's enjoy the sex at the moment."
...
is it ... psychological?
Shen Yan held a few lists that were pinned together in his hand, and looked at it in detail, looking casually, seeing that there was really no problem with his body, and he was not happy. Instead, he felt that Cheng Simian's matter might be more serious.
He mentioned a few words roughly, but she didn't know how much it affected him, and what kind of trouble it would bring her...
Yes, Shen Yan thought of himself first.
After all, no one would really like the relatives of the person whom she plundered, she naturally thought, a little distressed. Why are all the people who are with her like this... The cognition and spirit are not normal. She seems to have never met someone who is truly as beautiful in appearance and has a pure and kind heart.
Except... Xie Jingming.
Thinking of this, Shen Yan couldn't help but use some force in his hands, rubbing the paper a little messily.
She remembered what Xie Shanbai had said to her again, which was very unpleasant and gave rise to all kinds of doubts.
Cheng Simian took it, "Any questions?"
Shen Yan shook his head.
"I want to get in touch with... Xie Jingming." The voice became quieter for no reason.
It's not because of shyness, but... it's more strange than cheating, what is this? Say this to the person you had a night with.
She turned her head slightly, unwilling to look at Cheng Simian.
"Okay." Cheng Simian still agreed very happily. He is the kind of person who is quick and resolute. He does whatever he decides and does it immediately, never procrastinating or hesitating.
Shen Yan looked at him again, feeling very strange and inexplicable peace of mind.
What he did and what he promised were too straightforward, like the feeling of someone who had been floating in the sky suddenly landing, stepping on every step firmly.
very good.
So she asked again, "What will Ji Mingyue do when she finds out, and the ones he took..."
Cheng Simian took one of her fingers and said with a natural expression, "Mingyue is weak, I will let him stay there. Take a good time to recuperate at home." As for the photographed things, "I will go to work first, and I will destroy it myself when I come back in the evening."
Shen Yan couldn't help laughing, "You are really..."
"What?" Cheng Si Reluctantly asked.
"Very reassuring," she said affirmatively, and nodded twice.
"But Ji Mingyue is not like you, some..." She reminded herself not to say derogatory words in front of Ji Mingyue's relatives, let alone remind him of Ji Zhaoyang.
After all, Shen Yan didn't know the relationship between them, he just thought it should be good, otherwise how would he raise his nephew by his side.
Cheng Simian didn't say more, just held her hand and smiled slightly.
Can't see what it means.
Shen Yan didn't mention it anymore.
The two talked for a while, and when the sunlight gently invaded the whole room and the sky was fully lit up, the man got up, "I'm leaving first, you can keep busy with your work, or you can go out and find time to contact him... ." The pronunciation of the word "he" was vague and unclear.
"Okay." Shen Yan sat quietly beside the bed, raised his head and looked at Cheng Simian trustingly.
Her eyes were burning, as if he regarded him as some kind of hero and savior. It made Cheng Simian feel absurd, and somewhat warmed his heart. The strange emotions invaded his body, making him even want to stay with a woman, but the schedule that had been arranged many days ago could not be easily changed -
so He bent down, grabbed the woman's chin and gave it a wanton frivolity. Seeing her fair face was dyed bright red, he still didn't dodge and took the initiative to wrap his arms around his neck.
He suddenly wanted to thank Ji Mingyue.
Without him...
he stopped his next move just in time for the subtle thought.