forced to be loved (nph)

strange boy

Not everyone in this world will be rewarded for every bad thing they do.
Maybe, except for her.
A little bad deed can be punished very severely.
pain.
It hurts.
Shen Yan just turned a corner, and was thrown to the ground by someone, and there was a burning pain behind her. The person probably thought that the thing she was holding tightly was very valuable, and after snatching the old book, she tried to get it. Pull the watch off your wrist.
The slender wrist that was gripped seemed to be falling off, the pale white became red and bright, and the huge blue and purple palm print was engraved on the snow-white wrist.
"Bang." The voice came from the head of the beaten thief. He fell to the ground and struggled again quickly.
Shen Yan had no time to care about him at the moment.
The hat fell to the ground, the long hair was scattered in a mess, the glasses were awkwardly clipped to the bridge of the nose, and the turbulent black hair covered his eyes.
Everything in front of him gradually became blurry and dark, Shen Yan blinked his eyes in confusion, feeling dizzy, and it took a few seconds to regain clarity.
The pupils gradually reflected on another person's face.
A hasty, eager look - genuine concern.
From the boy's tender eyes.
He is like a bright moon.
Although not as bright and hot as the sun, it still has a soft warmth.
"Mr. Moon." Shen Yan called out his name in a low voice. Judging from his appearance alone, he knew that the name was not wrong.
Mr. Moon looked at her intently, and the look in his eyes was simply strange. This look was obviously not because of the woman's beautiful appearance, but because of another more indescribable reason. In front of him is not a human woman, but a strange elf in a fairy tale.
In short, it is a creature beyond imagination.
It is much better than looking at delicious prey and eagerly trying to capture it, Shen Yan thought.
She saw that on her body, a ferocious scar had been drawn on the fair and tender skin, and the white shirt was stained with red blood.
There was a burning pain in the back, and there was an unknown wet feeling on the tentacles, but it was similar to the situation.
The blood was like fire.
searing.
bright.
As if burning life.
"Don't worry about me." Shen Yan gritted her teeth and waved her hand, forcibly enduring the pain, she always knew what the most important thing was.
"The book was robbed,"
she said quickly and firmly.
"Go and chase."
"Is it okay to be here?" He even wanted to bend down and hug Shen Yan.
"Don't worry about it so much!" A little moved, but more helpless and determined, "Go after him."
Mr. Moon ignored her words and hurriedly helped Shen Yan, but was thrown away by Shen Yan.
"Quick."
Shen Yan almost shouted helplessly, but there was a strong sense of guilt mixed in it.
She couldn't understand why this person thought his injury was more important than the loss of the books at home.
Although, there are other backups, not just this one.
But that book.
That old book, which was slowly copied by one person, was still glowing with a vague yellow color.
Shen Yan didn't dare to think about how much effort the person had put into this, how many moonless nights, listening to the rustling rain outside, the occasional insect chirping, or following the bright white moon. The cool breeze entering the window...
What was he thinking at the time, and what is he doing
now? Is he still alive now?
If he were alive, what would he think of this book that had put so much energy into it?
So.
Of course the book can be destroyed.
Burned, torn, disrupted, discarded by a person without any hesitation, even if it is thrown into the trash can without any pity.
These are all possible fates.
But it must not be because Shen Yan was destroyed, even if she was just an innocent robbed.
Shen Yan would not forgive himself like this.
"Come on."
She shouted, pushing Mr. Moon forward and watching his figure quickly disappear in front of her eyes.
A few points of darkness gradually appeared in front of him, and Shen Yan knew that this was caused by low blood sugar and blood loss in the body.
She often couldn't eat breakfast when she was young, and her body had already received the most primitive reply when she needed nutrition the most. Over time, this forced result has become a habit flowing in her bones and blood, so even now, if it is not for politeness While dining with others, she is habitually not eating or eating less, and the long-term behavior of drinking coconut milk directly completely conceals this, and people will only think that she likes drinking coconut milk.
Just like other teenagers and girls who like to drink milk tea and beverages, there is nothing special about it.
In fact, she does like it, but the more important reason is more related to her own life.
Shen Yan got up silently, his body swayed, looking a little pitiful.
Think about it, a girl who is so beautiful and full of sharp edges, like a sword, can penetrate the hearts of others at any time, but she shows such a weak posture, and looks at the people walking on the street in confusion. . It's like... an innocent toddler abandoned by their parents at the door of an orphan.
Confused and overwhelmed.
It is obviously a gorgeous appearance, but without pretense, it shows a kind of innocence and ignorance of a child, and there is a kind of beauty without self-awareness.
Shen Yan reached for the marshmallow in her pants. She always carried these things with her to quickly raise her blood sugar.
His fingers trembled unsatisfactorily, Shen Yan couldn't help but scold himself for being useless, his fingers trembled when he picked up something.
But when I finally got it in my hand, it still fell uncontrollably and gradually fell to the ground.
"Putting."
The sound of falling to the ground was unexpectedly not heard, because another person picked up the little marshmallow before it fell to the ground.
"Thank you." Shen Yan said in a low voice, slender fingers bit by bit.
The peeled marshmallow reveals a soft and lovely body and exudes a sweet fragrance.
Shen Yan put it in his mouth.
One.
two.
three.
Qi Peibai squatted down and looked at her.
"Want to go to the hospital?"
"Wait for him to come back." Shen Yan replied, without stopping, he became sluggish after he didn't feel dizzy.
"Who?"
"sun."
"I was robbed just now, and he saved me."
He was unable to speak for a while, and lowered his head slightly, unable to see his expression. "Sorry, I shouldn't have left you alone."
"Peibai."
"Qi Peibai." Shen Yan took his hand and looked into his eyes.
"It's not your fault, it's the perpetrator's fault, no one should be attacked or robbed while walking on the street."
"Also...I shouldn't have left you there because of Gong Ze, I don't Will make this mistake again." This kind of anger is pointless and utterly uninteresting, it seems that emotional anger is vented, but it doesn't help things, and she shouldn't.
The situation just now was extremely dangerous, but it took the opportunity to make her think about something.
"One by one, one by one."
Qi Peibai suddenly held her in his arms, some hard short hair rubbing against her neck, itching.
He had a complicated voice, calling her name repeatedly. This was the second time he had a certain emotion, a strange warmth and joy.
It reminded him of the past.
At that time, he was still very young, clearly just a child. He was called to the teacher's office, and when he was instructed by the teacher, a small head came out of the door.
is a little girl.
The figure is very thin, but the eyes are clear and ignorant, and there is a deep sense of timidity and anxiety, like a crystal that breaks when touched.
He couldn't think of those complicated things, he just thought this little sister was cute.
Soft voice, timid eyes, two soft hands clumsily holding several heavy textbooks, exuding a lovely milky fragrance, hair is not very long, slightly curled around the neck, there is a strand of hair on the top of the head that is disobedient 's tilted up.
The way she tries to defend herself is also very cute.
He couldn't help but smile.
But when it happened, everything came to an end.
It is impossible for them to see each other again. Although they are the daughters of students and teachers, they are two worlds by nature. Even Qi Peibai knew this, so he looked at her like a wobbly balloon, flying into the sky, or shattering into pieces.
No matter how beautiful or cute it is, it is only a short-lived thing, like a bright firework that shatters in an instant.
It was not until she got the third place in the city when she graduated from junior high school and successfully won the high scholarship given by high school that Qi Peibai saw her again in the new year.
It is impossible for her to remember Qi Peibai, nor to know him.
And Qi Peibai himself may not really care much.
Because after being classmates for a year, they were still just nodding acquaintances.
But it was after she and Gong Ze got acquainted with each other that they became friends.
In fact, beautiful and smart children may not be able to have smooth sailing, and it has never been the case.
The classmates knew that her parents would not stand up for her, and her brother had a cold relationship with her. She has excellent grades, poor family background, and a good-looking life. At that time, she experienced school violence. Fortunately, it was cold violence. Her classmates often did not talk to her, told her words that the teacher had never explained, and deliberately let her stay. Come down and clean up.
These seem to be trivial things now, but for a child, it is also a real torture.
Shen Yan didn't even want to go to school for a while.
As for Gong Ze...
From the current point of view, it is difficult for Qi Peibai to say that he stood up at that time, or that Qi Peibai had been dissatisfied in his heart for a long time.
They were not in the same class. He first told Qi Peibai that he was in love with a girl, and then asked her what her name was.
Qi Peibai asked who?
Gong Ze pointed at Shen Yan outside the window.
So Qi Peibai was silent.
He didn't want to say.
Of course, it didn't work, Gong Ze still knew it.
Then Gong Ze changed classes, and the three of them got together.
When Gong Ze was young, he was arrogant, indifferent, and his temper was not very good, which was far from what he is now; Shen Yan might be worse than him.
But Gong Ze is a living person after all. For Shen Yan, he is a true friend. Although he has a bad temper, he seems more normal than other people who might exclude her, which dispelled her sense of loneliness.
So she is not intolerable.
During those days, Qi Peibai and Shen Yan became familiar with each other.
And as the days passed, they became friends.
It didn't take long for Shen Yan and Gong Ze to become a couple.
Qi Peibai is indifferent. He regards her as a classmate, his brother's lover, and a friend, but he does not regard her as a woman at all.
On the one hand, it was because he had little sexual desire, and he didn't pay much attention to eroticism and sex; on the other hand, it was because such a smart and beautiful girl didn't touch him much.
She is very beautiful, which makes everyone that Qi Peibai meets pale, but what's the point? Qi Peibai never thought of falling in love with her.
He doesn't love her as much as anyone around him.
Qi Peibai doesn't love anyone and doesn't like anyone.
Even so, he does things well and decently and makes everyone feel valued.
He went to pick her up, was willing to forgive her, and was always gentle and considerate with her, just because he didn't care and imitated Gong Ze's attitude.
What I really care about is that I can't tolerate being casually abandoned by my loved ones.
It wasn't until that moment just now, when he saw the lonely figure standing by the roadside, that Qi Peibai really had some kind of emotion.
The last time I felt it was when I was twelve years old.
After so many years, it's still from the same person.
This is the reason why Qi Peibai didn't know what to say for a while.
So he bowed his head deeply and hugged the innocent little girl, just like when he was still young.
One day, a door was suddenly opened, and a little girl walked in. He saw it, remembered it, and couldn't forget it, and it was destined for their entanglement in the future.
No matter how indifferent he seems to be, the indifference he seems to be soft...
In short, in short.
He was moved.
at this moment.
Obviously, she has been a brother's girlfriend, become someone else's wife, loved others, and was loved by others, Qi Peibai's heart has always been like a rock, and there has never been the slightest fluctuation.
But after so many years of acquaintance and acquaintance, there is a general emotion.
This sounds like a joke.
"When we get home, let's go together..." He murmured, and was interrupted by another voice halfway through.
"I caught it."
Mr. Moon rushed over excitedly, with a thin layer of sweat on his face, clutching something tightly in his hand,
Shen Yan couldn't wait to break free from his embrace.
"Really?" A happy smile appeared on her face, sweeping away the depression and loss just now, and the whole person became lively and happy.
"Not only that." Mr. Moon stroked his hair slightly wet with sweat.
"And this."
He opened his tightly clenched palm, and there was a small thing in it, radiating gorgeous splendor in the sunlight.
Like golden moonlight.
Shen Yan looked at the ring finger subconsciously, and there were traces of being bound by objects that had been worn on it for a long time.
That was left by her wedding ring.
Shen Yan and Xie Jingming's wedding was not very special and unconventional, but everything was complete and complete, like a perfect circle, just like Xie Jingming himself.
When proposing, Xie Jingming gave a diamond ring as a token of love. When they got married, it was Shen Yan who offered to buy it for each other's three months' wages. They exchanged it at the wedding, and Shen Yan never took off the ring again, of course not deliberately. Think about it, because this ring is already like a piece of flesh growing on the body, who would care about the things that naturally exist on the body?
So, of all the things about the Xie family and Xie Jingming, the only thing she really took away was this.
But she would actually forget, and was almost taken away, Shen Yan suddenly felt that the place where she was wearing the ring was painful and itchy, as if it had been bitten by ants.
"Thank you." She said quickly.
He said again, "Thank you." He smiled and thanked.
It was a sincere smile, showing great joy and joy, and the eyes were sparkling like shining stars.
Shen Yan hadn't smiled so sincerely for a long time.
Mr. Moon's expression was even more strange.
"...you." He hesitated.
"No, no."
"Let's go to the hospital quickly." He stopped the question he was about to say, and replaced it with more reasonable words.
"That ring?"
"I'll put it on for you." The boy immediately held the pair of warm hands, and found that the size of the two hands immediately showed clearly.
He bowed his head, and naturally bent down and knelt down, making Shen Yan a little surprised.
This person...
a golden ring with a soft brilliance was once again worn on the finger, as if it was another wedding, and the snow-white soft muscles and red blood beads had a thrilling beauty.
Qi Peibai looked at her.
She looked at Mr. Moon.
Mr. Moon stared at that finger wholeheartedly.
[This person... is so strange. 】Shen Yan crossed this thought in his mind.
Unable to say what was so strange, Shen Yan simply felt that he was different from everyone else.
But... not annoying.
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