our written love memories (to have and to hold book 2)

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Dumating si bonget sa hospital but as per sara doon lang sya sa pinaka suite ng hospital doon dadalahin yung baby.. she dont want to him anymore..

Magkikita tayo bong pero im making sure sa next na pagkikita natin bangon na bangon na ako.. tama na to bong wala ng babalik sayo..
Hindi ko alam kung intense pain naba tong nararamdaman ko.. di ko na mahanap sarili ko dito..

Pumasok si irene si mismong room nya..

Te sure ka ayaw mo magusap kayo?

Ayoko irene send me the baby i need to feed her. Bahala na si bonget kung uuwi sya sa bahay but tell him dapat bago ako umuwi wala na cya spend time with his kids.. haharapin ko sya soon recover lang ako dito..

Lumabas si irene para kunin yung baby..

Irene pwede ko ba makausap? Sabihin mo usap kami...

No kuya ayaw.. uwi kana daw and spend time with the kids.. pag uwi nya daw sa isang araw dapat wala kana sa bahay she will see you daw soon maghaharap kayo.. yung lang sinabi..

Pag pasok ni bonget sa bahay nila parang bagong tao cya even the children showing him cold treatment nag bless lang and nagtakbuhan na ulit sa lola

Kahit yung kambal ang tagal syang tinitigan bago sumama sa kanya..

Si gold nag cecelphone lang di cya pinapansin..

Hows your school ate can you hug papa?

My school fine.. still good..

Can you come closer to papa?

What if i said no pa? Magiging rude ba akong anak? You know i understand everything im turning 12 soon.. panganay.. mama always telling me be strong for my siblings..
You destroyed us.. im sorry but this treatment you deserve it.. you deserved to cry.. lier ka papa..
You told me you love mama you love us why are you keep on hurting us? Is that the love that you're talking about? Hurt us?

No anak im sorry.. but i will explain to your mama soon.. and please dont get angry on papa..

Im not angry papa, im hurt so much hurt that i feel like im crushing.. i dont want you.. i dont want to talk to you anymore..

Tumakbo si gold paakyat.. hindi na cya nilingon pa..

Nakita nya si sandro sa nasa hagdan nakaupo..

Lumuhod sya sa harap ni sandro anak are you mad at papa as well?

Yayakapin nya sana kaso nagpumiglas..
No!!! You are not my papa you are evil.. when i grow up i will change my name!!

Pumunta cya ng play room to check George and simon yung dalawa kasi malapit sa kanya..

Mga anak what are playing?

They just look at him and said hi.. he stayed there for a long time but never syang kinausap basta naglalaro lang..

Nakita nyang pinagtulungan buhatin yung slides he will help them sana kaso..
Sinabi ni gorge

Stay there man we can manage.. right simon?

Yes po ate..

Pumasok si mama beth at yung yaya dala yung twins but derecho nakipaglaro sa ate at kuya nila and sandro went in as well..

Nilapitan nya si mama beth..

But she said

Wag mo ako kausapin bong.. galit ako sayo bakit mo sinasaktan ang anak ko paulit ulit.. kung ayaw mo na sana sinaoli mo nalang saamin.. bakit kailangan mong patayin yumg pagkatao ng anak ko.. lahat naman binigay sayo.. ano paba kulang nya? Nakikita kong alaga ka naman nya.. kasama mo pa sa trabaho madalas nagtutulungan kayo sa lahat ng bagay.. inubos mo naman masyado anak ko.. alam mo bang halos hindi mag salita yan nung umalis ka? Bababa lang yan pag pupunta ng office pag kakain lalabas pag check up pero nawala ang anak ko bong.. patay na patay ang anak ko.. sana pinatay mo nalang ng totoo kaysa nakikita namin syang ganyan..
Pasalamat ka padin.. tagal ka ng gustong sugurin ni rodrigo pero sinasabi ni inday.. pabayaan ka lang mabuhay ng masaya.. ama ka padin ng apo namin.. kaya hindi nakikialam ang papa nya.. pero bong wag mo na balikan anak ko kung sasaktan mo lang ulit.. wag mo na balikan kasi wala na sya bong ibang iba na inday ko..

Hindi na sya nag salita he just went into their room...

Pero bago na.. wala ng gamit si sara sa kwarto nayon puro gamit nya nalang.. inikot nya yung buong bahay.. even the love room was converted into a mini museum nang solar system with the kids work..

Tinanong nya yung maid kung saan yung room ni sara. ..

Tinuro sa kanya yung second largest room..

And he went inside.. walang bakas ng cya puro pictures ng mga bata yung nandon and picture with her family and mga pictures ni sara with his sisters..

He tried to open the cabinets pero naka lock..

He went down to the bar and relaxed himself .

Wala na theres no place for me in this house..
No family no nothing.. kahit mga kapatid nya ilag sa kanya..
Kahit si greggy tinitignan cya kanina pero iiling iling lang..

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Ilang araw yung nagdaan pero same treatment ang pinapakita ng mga anak nya sa kanya..

Lumapit si gold sa kanya..

Mama irene called me they said they're comming home.. please leave the house now my mama dosent want to see you..

Anak please talk to papa i need you..

No you don't, my siblings and my mama needs me.. dont call me anak call me by my name..

Lumapit cya at niyakap yung anak nya but nag pumiglas..

Put me down! I said! We dont want you here we dont need you here stay in newyork! You can live without us you didn't go home for many months and you can continue it there libe your life alone with your mistress! I hate you.. you are my worst enemy in life.. nahihiya ako bakit ikaw yung naging papa ko.. i regret meeting you 6 years ago! I hate you i hate you to hell!!

Anak please listen i didnt cheat on your mama... I love all of you i love your mama my whole life is all of you.. i will die if you will do this .

Yes! You deserve to die.. you're evil!!

No anak please... Listen i love your mama misunderstanding lang to..

What misunderstanding really? 5 mos you didn't go home you let my mama suffer alone again!! Heartless ka! Black yung heart mo.. you love to hurt people.. you love to hurt my mother.. go to hell ferdinand.. from now on i will not call you papa because i hate it i hate to be your daughter..

Pinabayaan nya nalang umalis si gold.. that was pain masakit sa lahat ng masakit na narinig nya yon sa anak nya.. wala na.. wala na talaga sila..

I really deserve to die..