Forgotten

Chapter 16

(Faith pov)

July- 20th-2018
Ariana's apartment📍

I wake up in the middle of the night scared reliving the same nightmare again.

It's just getting worse every time, I'm not sure what to do anymore, keeping it in is all I can do after all it was my fault.

Faith's thoughts: "I don't want to keep doing this."

~Flashback~

Faith: "Come on pick up Ari...ugh come on." I say to myself.

Phone: "The phone number you are trying to dial is no longer in service."

Faith's thoughts: "What's wrong I didn't do anything deserve this why Ari!?" I sigh.

I'm in my studio room frustrated, it's been a year since I last talked to her. It's like I don't exist to her anymore, I guess that's what fame does to you.

Faith: "Please I still need you." I mumble to myself.

Then my brother walks in.

Niko: "Hey are you still trying to get your girlfriend to notice you." He jokes.

He was the first person I ever told about Ariana not like I wanted it to just happen, he's my brother I trust him.

Faith: "Hahahahahaha very funny she's not my girlfriend....I wish."

Niko: "Not going to lie but you guys would look good together."

Faith's thoughts: "She's drop dead gorgeous & I'm not even there nah."

Niko: "Here let me give it a try." He grabs my phone."

We continue trying to find ways to get in contact with her, her label, producer, Manger nothing.

Faith: "This is pointless ugh." I fall on the couch "I give up." I hold a pillow in my arms.

Niko: "One day she'll come back I know it, let's get something to eat…can't be working on an empty stomach." He smiles.

~Flashback ends~

I still wished he was here but life doesn't work like that, it's cruel & misleading.

Faith's thoughts: "I should've brought my Journal."

I feel all shaky & anxious, I head to the kitchen for a drink to calm myself down. I had to be quiet since I saw Pete sleeping on the couch.

Faith's thoughts: "That's what you get for making dumb decisions."

I'm surprised he hasn't said anything yet, or me beating the crap out of him scared him. I grab a glass of water & sit outside to calm my nerves.

Faith's thoughts: "I should've told you I loved you sooner." I look at the bracelet.

I had my chances, but the girl who I was then didn't have the guts to confess. The girl I am now she's the same, just sees things differently.

Faith thoughts: "Stop acting like your main character in the story, this is real life things don't work that way, you don't always get the girl…I'm an idiot." I chuckle to myself.

Feeling the cool breeze of the wind really helped I ain't as jittery as I was before.d

I open my phone & see the tweet Ari posted

Ariana Twitter post
~Pete's Joke~

"This has been tough & conflicting on my heart. he uses comedy to help ppl feel better ab how f-ed up things in this world are. we all deal w trauma differently. I of course didn't find it funny. it was months ago & his intention wasn't/ is never malicious but it was unfortunate."