Forgotten

Chapter 24

(Faith pov)

Oct-25-2018
Starbucks📍

Courtney: "Hey is this about what happened at Haunted house, Ariana is doing fine."

Faith: "It's not that."

Courtney: "You guys are still mad that we didn't tell you where we were going?"

Faith: "Just a little." I chuckle & sigh.

I called her cause I couldn't get what happened out of my mind. The fall in the woods, we almost kissed, I played it off cool but I was dying on the inside.

Faith: "I just want to tell her badly but I freaking can't Court, when we tripped she pulled me with her & I fell on top of her our lips were inches away I just want to mmm!!!" I was so frustrated.

Courtney: "Okay, calm down alright, tell me what happened."

I tell Courtney everything up to the point I took to the paramedics. My heart was racing, I kept my cool, on the inside I wanted to scream & tell her.

Faith's thoughts: "Is it too soon? She is going through a lot, I don't want to add more to it."

Another album, she barely broke up with Pete, & it's only been a month since Mac passed. I can't wait, the longer I do someone else will take her from me.

Courtney: "So what are you going to do, she broke up with Pete on her terms, if you don't tell her no one will."

Faith: "I know but I can't bring myself to tell her, I've loved her years & I had my chances to tell her but I never did, & things are falling into place & I still fucking can't, what if she rejects me our friendship is ruined all those memories I can't." I sigh, hiding in my arms.

Courtney: "You really love to complicate your life." She wraps her arms around me. "Just trust your gut & if it doesn't work out don't blame yourself."

Faith: "Oh I'm blaming myself, cause nothing ever works out for me."

Courtney: "Girl you need to pull yourself together, when I come back you better stop complaining."

Faith's thoughts: "Complaining!? Two days ago I didn't know I was almost going to kiss the girl I loved!!"

I'm the problem, my dumb butt need to tell her soon I just don't know when. Courtney comes back with the drinks.

Courtney: "So?"

I sigh & take a deep breathe

Faith: "Ya I'm too scared to tell her."

Courtney: "There is literally no harm in telling her." She pulls out her phone.

I immediately try to grab it from her, but she pulls away.

Faith: "Don't you dare!!! Courtney I fucking mean it."

Courtney: "I wasn't going to do shit, I can't force you to do something you don't want to do, your life your choice…If I was in your position I would feel the same I tell her whether or not it hurts me, it's been over ten years Faith!! Ten stop fucking waiting seriously."

Faith: "I know." I look down in shame.

Courtney: "She may or may be interested in girls but you never, but what I do know is that the both of you complete each other."

Faith's thoughts: "I really need to stop being such a pussy about this."

Courtney: "I've said what I need to say the rest is up to you, catch you around."