The code of Academy's Cursed

Chapter 18

Eljay's POV

“Eljayra Ayn Alvarez! Are you listening?!”

“Ay pucha!...” I hold my breasts caused of shock. “What the hell Shon! Bakit ka ba nanggugulat?!”

“Oh come on. Kanina pa ako nagsasalita. Your spacing out.” She said before rolled her eye's.

“What's with the deep thought sis?” Alje asked.

“Deep? Bakit? Nasisid mo?” Pamimilosopo ko kaya binatukan niya ako. I also heard the laugh of Simone na pilit pinipigilan, naka-iwas pa ng tingin sila Euri at pilit tinatago ang mga tawa! Halata namang nakangiti! Ayaw lang nilang mabatukan.

But for real kanina pa nga ako spacing out. Na bothered kasi talaga ako sa sinabi ni Kiel. I know na hindi naman dapat pero kasi hindi ko maiwasang mag isip ng mga if's!

“Kung natatakot ka na hindi siya magsabi ng totoo, para saan ang take risk na pinaglalaban mo?” A voice said. Napalingon agad ako kay Julie na katulad ko nagpapahuli rin ng lakad pabalik na kasi kami sa dorm.

“I'm just thinking kung pano ko malalaman pag nagsasabi siya ng totoo, It's just uhm what if hindi right? How do I know the truths?”

“You know what? If your bothered already sa isang simpleng bagay o pangyayari pano mo ipaglalaban yung sinasabi mo? Mas madaming mangyayari if ever mas marami ka'ng itataya. Kung ngayon palang nag overthink ka na pano pa kaya kapag nagaimula ka na sa plano mo?”

Damn! She's right! Hindi dapat ako nag o-overthink! Yes sinabi ni Kiel na hindi ko dapat hayaan ang kyuryusidad ko pero hindi ibig sabihin non na mag overthink ako. If's couldn't do anything. Kung magsasabi si sir ng totoo then good pero kung hindi then fine! Ako ang hahanap sa katotohanan, I also had a plan kung pano ko siya mapapasabi ng totoo.

Kung ngayon palang ganto na ako mas mahihirapan ako in the future so I need to be ready. Pero ang pakikipag meet sa kan'ya muna ang uunahin ko. My instinct is telling me to meet him and I believe that I need to trust my instinct than anyone else.

“Your right, if's couldn't do anything for the future I need to take a risk, the hell I care kung hindi niya sabihin ang totoo right? I can find it alone.” I said before smiled.

“Ano ba ang gusto mo malaman?”

“Something that may or may not help me from the future.” I just winked before walk towards Shon.

“I'm going now girls, see you later.” I said before kissed they're cheek's.

Dumeretso ako sa park at inilibot ang tingin ko. Baka mamaya nauna na si sir eh, nakakahiya parin yun! Good to know at wala pa siya. Hindi ko rin alam kung anong oras darating pero sabi niya meet me later daw eh.

I sat at the vacant bleacher's before look around, trying to find him. But I didn't saw him, baka hindi ako siputin ni sir!

Nag lakad-lakad na lang ako habang inaantay siya, until I saw something, it's an gray envelope. I opened it and my forehead crease while reading it kaya hininto ko muna. I think love letter toh, uso pa pala ang ganito how chessy geez. Humanap ako ng vacant bleacher's bago umupo roon at basahin ang letter.

Dear Ivan

Well I wrote this letter to tell you my feelings. I really like you but I know that i can't because this school is full of shits and complicated thigs. You know me but I don't had a tank of confidence to confess my feelings for you personally. I also don't want to broke our freindship. I wish your happiness whenever that this school is complicated. I also want you to know na hindi ako nagsisi na napunta ako rito dahil nakilala kita, kayo. Maybe you think that I'm creepy but I already can't live without confessing my damn feelings for you, I believe that I need to confess this shit to let my feelings go. Walang puwang ang ganito sa paaralang ito pero kahit na ganun wala eh! Just be happy that's all I want. Makita lang kitang masaya habang kasama siya ayos lang I know that I'm pretty enough too duh! So lowkey lover here haha! Sound chessy and fvcking creepy pero be happy I'm always here for you, as a friend or a co-group.