Mafia x agent + Arranged marriage Au.
Contains mature content.
A young woman skilled in the art of battle and business is assigned to crush the existence of a cruel emperor along with his kingdom, but who would have thought that the relationship th...
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Hours. It has been only hours since it was brought to light by Yera about the crude practice of the Mins, the hierarchy of life they pushed children into by not letting them have a taste of childhood but those hours seemed like an entirety for every second of it tormented her. Y/n tried submerging herself in a warm bath to divert her mind but ended up crouching under the shower too long which exposed her wounds to water, thereby the area around the bullet wound was disgustingly swollen and stung but the thoughts were still vividly alive.
She pondered over various things but a single question was intact, why? Why did this provoke her ire? Why is she inert to others but this? Is this a kind of redemption? For her own reasons? Some sort of selfish motivation? Not that she minds, Yoongi has always reminded her selfishness is something needed in a world like ours.
Y/n had her own reasons for her to be inert towards some practices. For instance, gambling, Y/n felt that the weaker your willpower is, the weaker as a human you are. While some had enough riches to throw about others were just tempted.
Drugs were also a game of willpower from the experience of her own. At the age of sixteen, with an ignorant brother, deceased father, and a workaholic mother, Y/n found the path to drugs. From her memory, they gave her escape, they have her ecstasy, but each time reality greeted her, remorse was her addressor. Y/n felt powerless for she lost all her control and if it's one thing Y/n hates the most, it's losing control. She never had control over her life so she hated it when she couldn't control her emotions and action, although it was frequent for her to lose them. One example of such would be the bloody massacre for Yoongi. (From Chapter 13| )
Y/n believed that those who lack willpower along with other attributes would be pushed towards the end of the human pyramid. Take biology, history, economics, or business, it all talks about survival of the fittest and Y/n wanted to be the fittest. And she knew one thing if she wanted to be the fittest, making changes she wants, she needs to be a Min, not a Park and thus after endless brooding and a few glasses of spiced rum, here she was, in her husband's room after carefully manipulating the security system, rummaging every corner for clues.
A hefty sigh escaped her lips as Y/n leaned against the wall, removing the gloves that stuck onto her skin. It has been a couple of hours yet nothing worthy was found in his room. Since their wedding until now, Y/n never searched his room for it felt wrong invading his personal space, or maybe it was the respect she had for him as a human but it all came crashing down when she realized that such a thing was incomparable to the riot and other struggles she conducted for his fall.
With thoughts running vigorously in her head, Y/n began to pace around the room for a while. 'Would I have found something if I searched earlier? Maybe I didn't search thoroughly. Should I do a quick scan once more? Again, Jimin is not foolish enough to leave illegal files lying around' brimmed her head in a daze before she took her place on his bed.
