fixing feelings - vance hopper

chapter 5

you sigh and close the door and look back at your passed out mom and start to pick up the alcohol cans and throw them in the trash.
after picking up the living room and the kitchen you wipe down the counters then walk over to your mom with a fluffy blanket and lay it gently over her.

its now nighttime and you were in your room in your own pajamas and on the floor watching tv.
you really miss vance. like a lot.
you wish you were in his arms again and you couldn't wait to see him Wednesday.
you suddenly hear banging on your window and you jump because it startled you.

vance? you whisper yelled while opening your window. what are you doing here its 11:30 at n- he climbs in and kisses you passionately which surprises you. you smile against his lips and wrap your arms around his waist and pull away.
"i'm sorry i just wanted to see you again"
hey don't apologize its okay you giggled.

he sits down on your bed and just looks at you.
"what?" you ask lifting an eyebrow and he responds by grabbing your waist and pulling you on top of him. vance what are you doing? you ask trying to escape his strength while giggling.
he just holds you in place and hugs you.

seems like he really needed that hug because he didn't let go for 5 minutes. once he pulled away he laid down like it was his own bed and you rolled your eyes playfully.

even if your mom woke up she wouldn't care if you were home or not. or even if you had a boy is your room. she never cared about anything that had to do with you.
"can i just stay with you?" he asked quietly. you nod and he gives you a small smile. you get up and turn the tv off then sit back down on the bed letting your hair down from the ponytail it was in. he just watched you as you were doing so getting impatient from not touching you lovingly.

you feel his strong arms wrap around your waist and you get huge butterflies in your stomach.
he pulls you on top of him and throws the blanket around both of you and you reach to turn the bedside lamp off.
he holds your arms and he takes a deep breath.
you can tell he's not used to this much physical touch and even giving others physical touch.

you think you're falling in love.
your eyes become heavy and you slowly fall asleep in his grasp.

next morning

vance vance vance wake up you say and start shaking him awake. "what y/n." he says lowly i wanna go to the skating rink with you today.
"y/n i don't want to that shit sounds so lame."
you frown and he notices and sighs "fine y/n"
you smile and hug him "thank you thank you" i promise its not lame and you'll like it.
he rolls his eyes and gets up slowly.

you get up and walk over to your dresser and try to find and outfit. you pull out bell bottom leggings with a a white cropped tanktop and a zip up jacket. then you walk to the bathroom to change and leave vance in your room. once you finish changing you walk back in the room and vance looks at you and opens his mouth to say something then closes it and just walks up to you and kisses your cheek "you're so wow" he blurts out. you blush and look into his blue eyes, and he leans down and kisses you on the lips. you both pull away and you smile and grab onto his hand and walk out the door after grabbing your house key and your wallet. you didn't see your mom anywhere and you sighed.

vance noticed you sigh and hugged you tightly.
"come on lets go" he said calmly. you nod and you guys walk in the direction of the skating rink.